He just cant be that bad

Hey how you doin?

So im back at school and now and now i kind of hate myself at this point.  Of course sexy knows i like him and i seriously hate looking at him now. Its actually quite cleshay because at one point i thought that my life couldnt go on without looking at him. Its just everybody thinks that all i want him is for my own sexual purposes. Please if anything he is good looking but he has the attention span of a dead rat. Im about to just lose my fucking head over this guy and i dont know why.

Anyway im walking through the hallway and i see him and bump into him. He laughs because he knows that i like him but i try to just walk away. He grabbed me by the arms and i was like hey let me go but he woouldnt. He just kept starrign at me and in a way it kind of felt right he said he was sorry then let my arm go.

It was like he had a hold on my life but in reality he had a hold of my heart.