He just cant be that bad

...He was an angel....

I don't know entirely how all this shit happened my mind is spinning and my heart is a big blur. I could not help but realize that i really was getting my wish. It was weird because well this shit usually doesn't happen to me at all.

How am supposed to cope with this. He actually is talking to me. I cant believe that he actually cares about me.

This has to be a bunch of bullshit because it just has to. Maybe he's not the ass hole I thought he was. I guess some people really can change.

He did end up breaking my heart. I didn't know that he had a girl friend. It was all fake bullshit afterall. Why in the hell would he want me anyway. As I presume to live on my dream of actually marrying this dick wauld I finally realize that. If he treats his girlfriend like that than how in the hell would he treat me? What a pathetic narrsasaitic asshole to say none the less. Im actually hoping that everything goes vary well for him and his small world.