It All Started At A Tattoo Store

Chap 4: Him

Chap 4: HIM

After a tiring day of classes by some of my 'friends', and by 'friends' I mean teachers (no sarcasm included because they are my friends), I walked to the very end of the school just to be met by an old abandoned basketball field.

The cold air brushed against my tanned skin. I relaxed a bit, remembering the sweet memories.

"Come on" HE laughed. "I've got something to show you" HE said excitedly.

I could still make out the way HE looks, the way HE sounds, the way HE smells, HIS cute smile and HIS angelic laugh.

The view up ahead killed my flashback. Blake hasn't come yet so I just walked to the bench by the side of the old field.

Nobody comes here except for me and my friends.

I sat at the cold bench made out of marble. A chill crept up my spine, remembering the sweet past.

"Do you like her?" I asked, a huge lump in my throat that I just hate so much. A tear escaped from my eyes as I quickly wiped it and looked away, afraid if HE saw it.

He brought my face close to HIS as he leaned in. He stared in to my eyes. "You're beautiful as hell" HE whispered.

I just looked at the ground. HE cupped my face causing me to look HIM in the eyes. Them blue eyes kept me stuck in time.

HE reduced the space between our face. I shut my eyes to let the tear roll down but instead I felt HIS lips on mine. Time just stopped. HIS lips started moving. I just kissed back, didn't want to play truant. This is the first time I'm being kissed. I was so happy that a tear of joy rolled down my cheek. HE was so adamant in getting in my mouth to dance with my tongue. I finally opened the door as HIS tongue danced with mine. The feeling brought electric through me. My stomach had butterflies in them. The feeling I've never felt. I want it. I love the feeling.

HIS hands traveled down to my waist as HE held me firmly as mine wrapped around his neck.

"I love you" he spoke while we kissed. I've loved him ever since.

"I love you too" a smile crept on my lips while the feeling of being alone will  never be there again.

I came back to reality. I miss the feeling of HIS lips on mine. It was so warm. Electric flowed through me like life wire. I miss HIM and the only way to wash the feeling away is to breath in the stick. My one and only help, other than getting drunk and committing suicide.

I took out the box and pulled out a stick. I brought my special lighter that HE gave to me as a gift. I lighted up the stick and put my lighter back in my pocket.

As I closed my eyes I took a drag. I slowly exhaled the smoke. And I open my eyes just to see Cass walking to up me.

I had that nice feeling again as I straightened my posture.

I watched as he sat by my side and leaned in to me. He took the cigarette from my hand and closed his eyes to take a drag as he tilted his head up. He turned to me as our face were just inches apart. I just stared at his beauty as he blew the smoke on my face with a smirk. I smiled at his actions.

Shit, that was hot. I always find that hot when a guy does it. I blushed.

We laughed at our weird actions. As our faces were still close.