WateMote ( Your not popular and neither am I) ( TomokoxMaleReader) Sequel

Chapter 12 ( Guilty Conscience)

Tomoko's P.O.V.

(Y/n) was already making his way to school and a few minutes after he left, Tomoki and I had left as well. Tomoki and I didn't talk much when (Y/n) wasn't around. He usually broke the ice between us so we were just the awkward brother and sister again. I feel the same as how I did when I never met (Y/n). I pretty much ignored Tomoki at school since he had his whole group of friends. It didn't help that with such an awkward morning, seeing (Y/n) in class today made me feel bad. It was even worse since he sat right behind me. It's not like we were ignoring each other but I promised I'd give him some space.

On many occasions (Y/n) looked like he wanted to speak with me so bad but just didn't know how to come about it. Strangely though, when lunch time came around, I couldn't find him anywhere. Without (Y/n), I felt so naked and I guess that's why I found myself eating lunch in the girl's bathroom stalls. I know it's not the ideal place you want to bring food but I all actuality the school bathroom was as clean as the entire school. After all, we the students had to clean it and we took great pride in that. The bathroom smelled of fresh lemon, it wasn't over powering so it was nice.

I sighed to myself as I sat on a toilet with my bento in front of me. I really not even hungry or in the mood to look at food right now. My mind was on (Y/n), thinking about where he could be, if he was alright or if it was something I did. At times like these, I often found comfort in his belonging. I glanced at the homemade bracelet on my arm that reminded me how special it was to me since it was something (Y/n) and I shared.

Grabbing my backpack off of the floor, I unzipped it to reveal something that belonged to (Y/n) that I always carried around. It was his favorite pair of boxers. They were black with light red stripes. I had washed them millions of time. (Y/n) looked so good in them. I loved when he wore them that I ended up pocketing them. From this day he still just thinks that he lost them.

I didn't waste anytime brining the fabric up to my nose and taking in a deep sniff. It was like I had taken a fresh dose of heroin. I could feel the pupils in my eyes getting smaller. My breath hitched and shuttered, a dark pink blush had risen to my cheeks. I could have completely hated (Y/n) but one sniff from these would make me obsessed with him all over again. I swooned at the thought of him before carefully folding his boxers and stuffing them into my backpack.

(Y/n)'s P.O.V.

Tomoko had been acting strange which was no surprise. She must think I'm upset with her but I'm not. She disappeared at lunch and I should have told that I was helping a teacher. I didn't know if she was angry but maybe she understood what was going through my mind. She seemed to be giving me space after all. Though it's not that I needed space, I needed answers and guidance which was why I went home afterschool. Upon seeing me, my Dad looked almost surprised since I usually never went home unless I needed fresh clothes or something. Mom was not here so I thought that she was most likely at the store. He raised an eyebrow as he took a sip of coffee.

Dad: Woah, who is this stranger in my house?

Dad said jokingly.

(Y/n): I'm going to get straight to the point Dad. You and I need to have a father son conversation.

Dad had choked on the coffee he was drinking.

Dad: I didn't expect that....though it's true....you and I have been needing to have a talk but I didn't know how to come about it. Things like this are hard for parents too so your mother and I have been putting the conversation off for a few years. We didn't know when we should tell you.

Dad said honestly before gesturing me to follow him into my room. We both sat down on the edge of the bed and Dad looked at me with eyes that said he would tell me everything I wanted to know or at least he'd try to do his best. Though I wasn't able to ask him anything before he already started talking

Dad: Now son, your getting to that age when a teenage boy has urges and he wants to relieve himself of those urges. Some boys touch themselves-

(Y/n): WHAT?! NO THAT'S NOT WHAT I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT!

I said surprised. What is it with everyone and masturbation......?

Dad: O_O.....Oh...s-sorry, I just thought....

Dad tried to apologize as he cleared his throat and I tried to hide my embarrassed face. Why did Dad have to make this so weird....

(Y/n): I wanted to talk about Tomoko.

Dad: Is everything alright between you two?

He asked worriedly.

(Y/n): Yeah, we're fine, it's just.....well, I 'll be honest.......We've been.....having sex and I feel like what I'm doing with Tomoko is wrong.

Dad nodded as I talked, seeming to fully understand my situation and not judging me.

Dad: Son, I admit that I don't approve of you doing such things this young but I happy you were honest and strong enough to tell me this. If your mother was here instead of me, she wouldn't be as calm as I was. Now, the love between and male and a female is a beautiful thing, especially when they both want to be together for a very long time. I'm not saying what your doing is bad, teens do this stuff all the time. Your hormones are raging and you want to experience new things. However, you have to start worrying for the future. Are you fully committed to Tomoko?

(Y/n): Of course. I'd never leave her.

Dad: And I'm sure she feels the same way. As a father I could know. You remind me of myself and your mother. You wouldn't understand how in love I was with her but just answer this question. Are you using protection and being extremely careful?

(Y/n): Absolutely.

Dad: That's my boy.

Dad said as he ruffled my hair.

Dad: As long as your carefully and treat Tomoko right and don't force her to do anything, everything should be fine. You wouldn't want to do anything stupid would you?

(Y/n): I promise you I won't.

Dad: I love you son and it makes me proud I can trust you but let's keep this a secret between you and me. You can gradually tell this to your mother when you feel ready.

Dad winked at me and I winked back at him. This was not how I expected this conversation to go. It worked out just fine. Now more than anything I just want to be with Tomoko.