Levi X Reader Smut&Fluff OneShots

Levi x Suicidal! Reader

*First Person

   Have you ever asked yourself what your purpose is? What's the point of life? Why do people make their lives look so amazing when in reality it's a lie. Key word here: 'Why'.
When I woke up this morning, I had a feeling today would just be a normal one.  Wake up, go to school, get the work done, receive homework, then go home and be done. But the lord Jesus Christ himself told me differently.
   I made my way out the front door to meet my best friend. He was amazing. He was average height, had a blank face almost 24/7 , and, sadly, had a very short temper and attitude. He often scared people a lot, but not me. I've know him almost my whole life starting from first grade. His name : Levi Ackerman.
   Me and him have stuck together through thick and thin, he knows most of the secrets I keep and I know his. Most of my childhood memories start with him. Now, we have made it to our Senior year of high school.
  Everyday we walk to to school.

   But today was different ..

   He's not here yet?
I checked my phone to be sure. Sure enough, it was past time for him to be here.
"He's probably sick or something.."

   Finally I arrived to school. I made my way to my locker and noticed some note sticking out. I opened my locker to find a bunch of papers .
'Sup bitch!'
'Whore'
'Hoe'
'Nerd'
'Prick'
'Kill yourself , cow'
'Coward'

   I could feel my eyes begin swelling up. The burning sensation of tears making my vision blurry. Laughing could be heard behind me. I whipped my head around in sadness and anger to see my enemy, Petra and her nosy friends. "What. A . Sellout!!" "What the hell do you want , Petra..!?"
She walked up to me while swaying her hips and looked at her nails. "It's a shame, really. I saw who put these in your locker. It wasn't me, honest."
I rolled my eyes at her.
"Oh yeah? If it 'wasn't you' then who..?!"
She made a pouty face and looked sympathetic for once. "Levi."
   My heart sank to my stomach . No..! That isn't right! That isn't true! Is it..?
"He came to my house this morning and walked with me to school. He told me about how annoying you were and how always have you nose in his business. He told me.."
She paused. I looked at her with tear filled, angry eyes. "Told you what..!"
"That.. he only stayed with you to use you as a way to get girls to be jealous and want to date him.
By this point I fast walked away with my head down, whiling my tears with my lest hand and holding the papers in my right. "Hey! Y/N! "
   I recognized that voice. "Levi, I don't want to talk to you right now!"
I turned around to see him with a confused look. "Are you mad because I didn't walk with you ? Really?"
I looked up at him with my puffy red eyes. He raised his eyebrow and his expression went soft. "What happened? Are you ..alright?"
I threw the papers at his chest. "Don't ask me a stupid question like that. Petra told me you walked with her and put these in my locker. She told me how you said that I'm annoying! That I'm always in your business!? "
He looked at the papers in his hand and read the first one: 'Kill yourself, cow'
By this point I couldn't take it. I don't care anymore. I ran off down the hallway and turned into the girl's restroom, locking myself in a stall.
   It's hurts. It hurts so bad. It didn't help that he was the only one that knew that I was that way: Suicidal.
I pulled of my sleeves and got my shaving razor out make backpack. In anger I pushed the blade against my skin and slid it, causing a deep cut with a red liquid buildup into a pod than drip. I did this multiple times till the point where my arms went numb.
It's sad..
It hurts..
It's sad knowing that I actually thought I fell for you..
I hate you so much.., Levi

   After awhile I cleaned myself up and made sure there was no evidence of self harm what so ever. I put paper towels around my arms and then pulled my sleeves down. I checked my phone
12:30pm
The be rang just than and it  was lunch time. I decided to go to lunch. I didn't see Levi in there when I got there. I saw Petra and her snobby ass friends and other people from our grade I went and sat at a table not one sits at. I saw Levi walk in. He scanned the room and made eye contact with me. He motioned me to come over. I couldn't believe I was doing this, but I got my ass up and walked over to him. I followed him to the court yard and he looked at my with pain-filled eyes.
"Y/n.. I didn't write these..! I didn't  walk with Petra! She's fucking lying to you I swear I would never say those hurtful things to you! Never on my life! I love you to much to see you hurt. She's lying to you! He grabbed my arm and I winced in pain.
   We both froze. "Please tell me you didn't...", he rolled my sleeves up to see my deep, red cuts on both arms. "I'm gonna kill her..!"
"Levi..?"
He looked my deep in the background eyes. "You love me..?"
He pulled me into a hug and held me tight. "Of course I do. I hate seeing you in pain all the time. I love you with all my heart. When I see Petra I'm going to fucking kill her. No one lies to my girl, nor hurt her. She fucked up. "
   With that, Levi used his thumb and pointer finger to put my chin up and kissed me...hard yet passionately.
After a good 5 minutes of making out we pulled away and I buried my face I the crook of his neck. Ohhh Petra...your gonna get it now!