HEY GUYS IM BACK!! Lemme just apologize bc i havent been on this account in like 6 months and im actually the worst human being alive and i dont deserve you amazing, funny, sweet, readers. I love you guys, really. But im back now and im gonna try to make updates regular <3 heres the BU/MU for Harry
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Harry had told you he needed to stay at work late tonight to finish some stuff he had been working on before he could pick up to take you to dinner. You loved going out to eat with him, but with it always came the attention he got for being the "Boy Who Lived", and quite frankly, you were tired of it.
"Omg is that Harry Potter?! Can we get a picture?!"
"Wow! Harry Potter! Can i see your scar?"
It was exhausting for both you and him. You knew he didnt particularly want all of the attention, but yet he insisted on taking you out. Every time you suggested you stay in and just hang out, he shot it down, claiming he "wanted to get out of the house".
Sighing, you slip on your shoes (nothing fancy, just some flats) and wait patiently for him to get home.
He arrives at your shared flat about 10 minutes later, and gives you a quick hug and kiss on the cheek.
"Hey, love. Ready to go?" he asks
You nod, smiling, and head to the restaurant.
When you get there and are seated, Harry speaks up.
"Whats wrong, Y/N?"
"What do you mean? Nothings wrong, im fine" you answer.
"You dont look fine." he says. "And you've barely said a word to me since i got home"
You smile and open your mouth to say something, when a girl walks up to Harry.
"Hi! Are you Harry Potter?" she asks. Your smile drops and you hide your face behind your menu.
You hear Harry let out a small puff of air before he answers.
"I am, how can i help you?"
"Can i please get an autograph?" the girl asks.
You scoff a little. An autograph? What good is a signature when you can have a picture?
"And maybe a picture, too?" she adds.
Oh. You wait for the girl to leave before setting the menu down and looking at Harry.
"Im sorry, Y/N. I am. But no matter where we go, thats going to happen." he tells you.
"It happens every time, Harry." you say. "Its annoying. I understand that people recognize and respect you and i understand that you want to be nice and interact with them, but never once have you told them, 'sorry, im trying to spend time with my girlfriend at the moment, but it was nice to meet you'. You always have to interupt our time together."
"Y/N, im sorry. But i cant help it if they want to talk to me" he says.
"What about me?" you ask quietly. "What if i want to talk to you? What if i want to hug you?"
"love, youre my girlfriend. You do that anyway." he gives you a boyish smile.
"Im serious, Harry. I feel like i never see you anymore."
His eyes look up from his menu and into yours. "Y/N, at least three times a week we go out. I see you every night when i get home, how much more often do you want to see me?"
You can tell hes getting a little irritated now, and its probably in your best interest to just stop now and let it go, but a small part of your brain is telling you to keep talking, so you do.
"Maybe i dont want to go out three nights a week. Maybe i want to see you for more than an hour when you get home before you go to bed."
"I give you everything, what more could you possibly want?"
"Im trying to tell you!" you say, maybe a little louder than whats appropriate for a public restaurant.
"I dont want everything, Harry! I just want you! I dont need to go out to eat at fancy restaurants! Id be happy just sitting at home and talking, or having a couple friends over and just hanging out! You say you dont want all the attention for being Harry Potter, so why do you always insist on going out? And why is it always on nights that youre with me?" you say, pushing your chair back as you stand up.
"I love you, Harry. I do. I love you so much, and thats why this hurts so much."
He stands up too. "Are you jealous, Y/N?" he asks. "Is that what this is about?"
You scoff. "Jealous? Jealous? No, im not jealous, Potter. Im lonely. And what good is a relationship when only one person is putting in any love and attention?"
"I do give you love and attention!"
"No, Harry. You dont. Not in public, at least. I bet you that if there was group of fans over there right now," you point to an area of the restaurant away from where youre standing, "and they asked for a picture, you would get up and leave to talk to them for however long they wanted before coming back to me."
He stays silent.
"Thats what i thought." you say, grabbing your purse.
"Where are you going?" he asks. You hear pain in his voice and it takes all your self control not to turn around. You take a deep breath. Inhale, exhale. You tell yourself.
"I cant do this anymore, Harry. Im sorry." you feel your eyes begin to water, but you hold in your tears. "I love you, but i have to go. Its over"
THE END OF PART 1
I like reading break up/ make up fan fics, but theyre so hard for me to write. I hate hate hate writing them, they break my heart.
I hope you guys enjoyed this cliche chaptahh, and ill catch ya on the flip side :)
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Over and out,
Ellie
