summer school // phan

19

Phil's POV

Dan was laying partially on my chest with his head nuzzling into my neck. His soft hair was lazily tangled between my fingers. I thought back to a couple weeks ago when Dan and I were fighting with each other for hardly any reason. It was insane that we just got so easily mad at each other. I realized I was smiling as I thought about what life is like now that Dan and I are dating. Despite so much going on, we were both pretty happy. Stressed, but happy.

"If only I could tell myself from a few years ago that I wouldn't have to get happiness prescribed to me in pill form." Dan suddenly spoke. I didn't say anything, I just pulled Dan closer to me.
"I can't believe not even that long ago we were fighting for such stupid reasons." I laughed slightly
"We didn't even know why we're mad, we just were."

I closed my eyes and pondered on how much Dan means to me and how sad I would be if it weren't for him. It was so cliché but I like cliché things sometimes...

"Mmm," Dan hummed, "ki- me" he mumbled
"Does that mean you want me to kill you or kiss you?" Dan often joked about death and it's inevitability so both made sense.
"Kill me with kisses," Dan smiled and opened his eyes at me.

I swiftly moved and planted kisses on Dan's cheeks, and forehead and well, of course, his lips. We ended up just kissing for a second and then giggling like we often do.

Man I really love him. And its been a couple months since we met. It's unbelievable how unpredictable life is.

"Dan," he hummed in response, "I love you."
"I love you too, Phil."

Dan curled under my arm and I held him in my warmth. I thought about how Dan and I had been quite dramatic about fighting with each other when we could've just realized that we were just the same. Suddenly, Dan broke the comfortable silence, "if only I could've told myself a couple months ago that I wouldn't need prescribed happiness." I smiled at Dan and he smiled back and we just stared into each others eyes with nothing but love.

the end.

A/N

whoops sorry the last chapter was extremely short but I don't really know how to expand this any longer so...

ANYWAY!

If you got this far, I applaud you because this is such trash and it sucks lol

I'm going to post an update soon about a new phan book that is hopefully better than this one. It'll probably be a shorter book and I'll post some more information about it later.

until next time, goodbye.