I just wanted to say that today I accomplished something I wanted to the since around October... I wrote on a girls wrist. Yep. She does self harm, which I am against, and today I asked her when she last cut, very lightly rubbing one of her wrist not even saying cut. So basically, I was like "When was the last time you...?" and rubbed her wrist to show her what I was speaking of. She showed me her latest one which was deep...and so I asked to write on her, to which she obliged. And I drew a hashtag on her very scarred wrist and told her every day she didn't cut she would write out every letter until it wrote out: CutCakeNotWrists. Or for short, #CCNW. For those struggling with anything at all, I swear you can talk to someone and it'll feel sooo much better! Or write, listen to music, punch a fucking pillow pet!! But it'll get better,assholes never win. If they are winning... cut off their penis and ball sack and stick it in their mouth while you watch them bleed. If it's a girl, slit her throat until her head is only attached because one of the veins haven't been cut.... yet. Show these bitches you're better than them in every possible way and your fucking gorgeous!
I'm not gonna go into much detail how I remembered to do it, but we were doing an experiment in class and my plant had spikes, she wanted to feel them and turned her wrist over to me to which replied I did not want to do it there because there was so many, and she insisted on doing it because, of course, it's not as harsh as a blade. I refused, turned the back of her hand and gave her a tiny prick.
She called me a pussy.
For my readers, in so sorry I'm taking so long I found myself involuntarily signed up for allot of things. I got some good shit I've been hiding from y'all!!! I can't wait to write about it, but its just haven't found the time with peacefulness,meditation and a little bit of ferg;)
—Fergivicious ;)
