Desperate (boyxboy)

Regrets

The next day school ended in a blur. Boring classes and information I didn't want to remember. But in 6th period Precalculus I got a text from the most annoying fuck in the world.

Tristan: Meet me in the band hall.

Me: what if I'd rather jump off a cliff.

Tristan: go ahead

Me: WTF YOU ASSHOLE

Tristan: I'm kidding just come to the hall after class.

Me: fine -_-

After a long trek from the trailers to the band hall, I spotted Tristan in the hall.

"Let's go."

"Um...but we never discussed where."

"Just follow me." Tristan commanded and turned on his heel to exit the school.

I grumbled a mess of profanities and obediently followed like a little bitch.

In the hot Georgia sun, we walked down the school sidewalks all the way to the park nearby.

"The park? What are you gonna push me on the swing?" I complained.

"No but I'll push you against something else."

My face heated with red hot embarrassment as I put my head down and kept following. I couldn't tell if he was serious but I was so desperate for his affection I didn't care. He eventually led me to the public bathroom....and I began to get nervous.

When I followed him into the stall, he pushed me roughly against the wall, and let's just say I was enjoying it.

He kissed me deeply with passion and need, a desperate attempt to be relieved.

I liked him and I wasn't going to stop, a rash decision I made in the moment, who knows if I'd regret it. But I got down on my knees as he pulled his gym shorts to his ankles. Taking in the sight of it was intense.

"Jesus Christ I'm going to die from that thing."

"It's not that big."

"Are you kidding? It looks like it houses it's own family of five."

"Just shut up." He grumbled as he grabbed my hair and I went down on him. Being careful not to use my teeth, I took all of him in my mouth and let my lips circle it. I started a back and forth motion and he began to make gruff moans that made me hot and crazy.

I took all of him by the hand and licked from his balls to the tip, looking straight into his eyes as he moaned in pleasure.

I was enjoying being in control. Until he told me to get up and grabbed my shoulders to turn me around.

"Wait what are we doing?"

"Don't you want to do more than just give me head?"

I thought about it, already hot and bothered in the moment I wasn't going to say no. And as I thought about possibly loving him, I decided saying yes would maybe make him fall for me more.

He pushed me against the wall and ripped down my shorts. I was eager for him to fill me. He stuck the tip in, already breaking my composure.

"Ah fuck..." I grumbled as he went deeper inside of me, filling every inch of me and shooting pain up me.

He leaned over and kissed and bit at my neck and he began to move inside of me.

I made weak moans and noises I never thought I could make as he began to pound into my tight hole.

He bit my ear as he fucked me senseless.

"You like that?" His gruff voice was incredibly a turn on.

"Ye- yes. Ahh! Fuck -" I couldn't formulate words to describe the sudden pleasure I was receiving.

He began to pound into me faster and harder, the sound of flesh smacking and moans filled the bathroom. I started to scream as we were coming close to our climax.

"You want me to cum inside you?"

I stuttered my words as I was blinded by white flashes of pleasure. "Su- sure yes - shit ahh! Oh god."

He started fucking me the faster than I could process. And eventually he let out a rough groan as he came deep inside me.

I hadn't finished though and I turned around waiting for him to do something. But he didn't do anything.

"I'm gonna wash my hands and you can get your clothes on." He said.

"But I didn't...I didn't finish."

"Finish yourself." He stated.

I was blown away by the insensitive comment.

"You're not going to give me head or finish me or anything?" I gaped in anger, becoming turned off by his shitty attitude.

"Can't you just finish yourself?" And he began to wash his hands a I stood there still not clothed. I was seething with anger and couldn't process how idiotic he was being. I started to get dressed to leave and he turned around

"Where are you going?"

"Leaving what the fuck does it look like?!"

"You're mad? Why?"

"Because you don't even have the decency to worry about me! You just finished yourself and stoped!" I wasn't holding back my volumes as I began to exit the door.

"Wait come back I'll do it."

"No it's too fucking late for that." I grumbled as I stormed away. He reluctantly followed me begging for me to calm down, and then said the most insincere thing I've heard in a while.

"Just don't tell anyone what happened."

That pushed me off the brink.

"As if that fucking matters! You're a fucking asshole if all you can think about is me telling someone, you're not even worried that you're the only one who got something out of this! I just wanted you to want me more than for sex!" I screamed in the abandoned park, knowing nobody would hear. He kept apologizing and I ignored his words as I stormed away, him trailing behind me after giving up talking. I found my ride waiting at the school and left him without a word.

"You okay son?" My dad said as I got in the car.

"Yea fine." I plopped in my earbuds and let my emotions consume me.