Desperate (boyxboy)

Chapter 1 - Spanish Class

Sean's POV

I couldn't stop staring at him. It was like that crazy old lady from Avatar the Last Airbender who bended bodies was bending mine........okay that was weird but we'll go with it.

I gasped in shock when Tristan looked up at me finally.

"What are you doing." he gigged.

"I'm admiring......your left eyebrow" I blurted. STUPID SEAN STUPID YOUR MIDDLE NAME SHOULD BE RETARD.

"Haha okay then....don't make me beat the crap out of you gayyyy." He joked. I glared at him knowing he was kidding, but when the bell rang I sprang out of my seat and raced out of Spanish class.

"Adios sacaputa!" I screamed at Tristan. Hopefully he'll still kik me after school.....

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Later that evening

I had just got home from school...I ride the bus home and I have to restrain myself from beating the crap out of my ex best friend. We're friends again but he's so loud and annoying sometimes. I feel bad cause I know he's just lonely and looking for friends but I used to be that loud abnoxious kid and it didn't make me the social person I am today. 

AP Human Geography was great today. My best friend Binisha (Indian awesome anime lover queen) actually got in trouble. Our teacher Mr.Reinsfield was talking about race compared to ethnicity. He started talking about the asian stereotype and Binisha, an asian, screamed "THEY CALLED YELLOW!" and he gave a long lecture about how rude that is in our general direction fo the classroom. Ahhhh.....Binisha.

I was pulled from my thoughts when I heard the familiar Kik beeping sound. I opened my phone and found a message from...Tristan.

Tristan: Hey babe ;)

Me: Whoa to fast there kid.

Tristan: Just kidding. So I had a question...

Me: Lemme guess, you wanna know if I'm gay like every other person I meet.....

Tristan: Yes....

I was gay....but I wasnt about to tell him the truth cause I wasn't out yet.

Me: We'll not really I'm just confused.

Tristan: Like experimental?.....I'm experimental.

Me: No but hey that's cool.

Tristan: So what will it take to get a sleepover with you.

Me: A......a friendly sleepover? *gulp*

Tristan: Nope. I was thinking more dirty.....

Well here I was agreeing to try things out with some random cute guy......I guess I'm a slut but hey I like him so....

Me: Um....sure I guess. I'm free this friday.

Tristan: Sounds good babe. See you then.

I was excited and scared at the same time. All my emotions were coming at me like a wave and I was drowning. All i could think was

"Oh my god....what have I done."