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Flashback To Adrian

This is a flashback to when your little brother was alive.

"Hey bubba! Wanna go play at the park?" I had asked my little brother, Adrian."Only if Dan comes. I don't want him to get lonely here all by himself!" He had said. I wanted to take him to the park for his upcoming birthday. After mom and dad had died in that car wreck 1 month ago, things had been rough. First of all, me, Dan, and Adrian had moved in with Uncle [uncle's name] and Aunt [aunt's name]. Then, we switched schools. All of mine and Dan's friends were very hard to make considering we're socially awkward."Okay, Dan can come." I had replied to Adrian after a couple of seconds of thinking. I went to go get Dan leaving Adrian on the porch, telling him to stay put."Hey Dan, Adrian wanted to bring you along with us. We're going to the park." I had told him," Yeah I'll come. Just wait one seco-" Then, he was cut off by the sound of cars beeping and the sound of screaming. Then came along the ambulance noises. Dan and I ran outside to see what all the racket was about. Then. There he was. Adrian. Being carried inside the ambulance with blood all over him. I dropped to the ground, crying. Nonstop, while Dan's face had tears just rolling out of them. I could tell that he was trying not to cry. Aunt [aunt's name] and Uncle [uncle's name] weren't at the house (like always). Plus I don't think they would even care. They never did. The thought of my brother being lifeless was scary."I'm so sorry! It's all my fault! I shouldn't have left you on the porch by yourself! I'm so so sorry, Adrian!" I cried out,"Would you and your brother like to ride in the ambulance with your brother to the hospital?" Then man that carried him asked."Yes, we would..... thank you." Dan replied instead of letting me because I was sobbing too much to answer. We got in and I settled down a bit. There my little brother layed. Probably lifeless."It's not your fault, Y/N. You didn't know." He is always good at settling me down. We arrived at the hospital and went to the waiting room. A man came into the room."Y/N Howell and Dan Howell?" He asked for us."That's us..." I said."Then man called us into the hallway next to Adrian's room."I'm sorry to say but Adrian passed 20 minutes ago." He said. I was speechless. I got angry at myself and started wrapping my hand around my wrist and letting my nails go through my skin very slowly. The doctor didn't notice but Dan did because just then he grabbed my hand and started pulling it away from my other. The doctor then let us go see his body one last time before they called the funeral home. So we did...

Wow. So much drama. I'm sorry for those of you who have sensitive hearts. Bye. Thank you for reading the first flash back my whiskered up friends!❤!
                   -Em❤