Chapter 9

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It's been a few months since Aiden and I started dating. I never knew he had feelings for me. When he asked me out, I was in complete shock.

Honestly, I don't really know if I feel the same back... what if I said no? Would that ruin our friendship?

Life is complicated

What would happen if I broke up with him? I'm sure we would still be good friends. I don't know what it is but, something is telling me to break up with him..

I need to invite him over and discuss this..

⭕⭕⭕Le time skip after phone call⭕⭕⭕

I called Aiden so he's coming over. I hope this mini plan I have works..

There's a knock on the door. I get up and go to it.

"Hey! I missed you!" Said Aiden while hugging me and kissing my forehead. "We need to talk.." I told him.

"Talk about what? Is something wrong?"

"No, nothings wrong.. well... Maybe, but I need to talk to you. Sit." I pointed to the couch and he sat down. I did the same.

I took a breather, "Okay, so... I don't think that I'm ready to date yet... I mean, you're great and all but I just think this relationship is moving a bit to fast.. I'm sorry..." I had tears in my eyes but I held them in. I could tell that he was the same.

"Its fine.. I guess I knew this wasn't going to workout somehow.." He was hugging me sideways while I sobbed quietly into his arm, "Why are you crying? It's okay, don't cry." He reassured me and I told him, "Because I thought you were going to be mad or we weren't going to be friends anymore.. I'm sorry.."

"Shh, Y/n, it's fine. We're fine. Nothing going to change between us except our relationship status," he chuckled.

I giggled, "Thanks,"

He got up and left.

That was the end of it.

I'm a single pringle now.

Wow.

Now it's time to break the news. F/N was at work so I couldn't tell her, so I could just go to Dan and Phil's.

Their flat is always open so I just walk in.

"Dan? Phil?" I asked while walking towards the lounge.

No one was in there.

I walk towards Dan's bedroom, assuming he was in there on either his phone or computer. I knocked on the door.

No answer.

"Dan?" I kept knocking on the door. "Y/N?" Phil asked. He scared me so I jumped. He came out of his room. He was still in his pyjama pants with messy bed hair and a tired face. He looked cute... Alright, I'm not even going to question myself anymore. Yes, I have a crush on Phil. AmazingPhil. Phil. Freaking. Lester.

"Oh, Phil! Sorry for that you scared me! Jesus Christ!"

"Heh, sorry. Dan's at the store getting food. Do you need anything?" He asked.

"I need to tell you and Dan something, but, I guess I can tell him another time... Aiden and I broke up-" as soon as the words 'broke up' came from my mouth, Phil came over and hugged me, tight. Like the way a parent would do to their child when they went through a bad breakup. I hugged him back the same way.. he was warm. I wanted to stay there forever but I knew I couldn't.

"I'm so sorry." He mumbled while still hugging me. He wasn't letting go anytime soon, so we just stood there. Hugging. It was nice.

"Y/N.."

"Yeah?" I look up at him. He was blushing.

"I like you. But more than a friend.." My stomach was twisting and turning.

"I like you too, but-" He cut me off, "You don't want to start dating yet." He smiled and looked down at me. It's like he knew what I was going to say. The hug broke free. I smiled at him.

"Do you want to watch some Anime?" He asked, breaking the silence.

"You know I do!" I said and went over to the couch while he put Death Note on. He was looking at me funny afterward. Oh, wait.. I'm still in my pyjamas!

"Oh hush! You're still in you pyjamas too! I have the right to be in mine!" We laughed. "That's not what I was grinning at you for! You have gum in your hair!" He said and I took my hand and felt my head. I didn't phil... anything so Phil came over and took a bunch of my hair and showed it to me. "Oh no!" I said.

"I can fix it. Go get your brush."

I did what he said and came back. He was at the table with a pair of barber scissors, "There is no absolute way that I'm going to let you cut my hair!"

"Come on! I cut my own hair! There's not that much gum in your hair so I could do layers! You'll look really pretty. Just trust me." He gave me puppy dog eyes but that immidiantly changed to worry/shock when I made my next statement, "Oh, so I'm not already pretty?"

"You are perfect just the way you are! I mean, you're really pretty already but-ugh- I mean," he said really fast.

"Phil! Jeez, take a chill pill! It's fine!" I laughed and sat down in the chair, "You sure you trust me?" He asked while handing me a mirror, " Yes! I'm 100% sure! And get this mirror away from me! I'm going to break it by just looking at it!"

"You. Are not ugly." He said which made me blush.

When he was done cutting, my hair looked somewhat like this \/ \/ \/

When he was done cutting, my hair looked somewhat like this \/ \/ \/

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"Woah... Phil, when I need my hair done you're doing it!" I tell him, "I take that as you like it." He chuckled.

"I love it!"

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Ooohhh two chapter today... I personally don't think this one is my best.. oh well, bye lovelies!
                                           -Em❤

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