if i could choose, i dont want to know you; because all i do was busy admiring you
if i could choose, i dont want to love you; because all i do was thinking of you
if i could choose, i dont want to miss you; because it hurts me; when i can't do anything to relieve this pain to seeing your face even holding your hands touch your cheek hug your body i can't do that all
It hurts me more; when actually i just could seeing you from a far far far away when all they do was seeing your face near, directly.
why they could easily seeing your face for a several times; while all i can do was seeing your face from my phone?
why they could easily watching you while i'm just quietly sitting in my room?
why they could easily talk to you while i'm just jealously crying alone here?
why they could easily meet you while i'm hardly meet you? why?
Sometimes, I think My feelings for you; Is that much. Too much; Even myself Can't handle it
But, I never blame myself I never blame my feelings I never blame my heart For loving you; Because I never regret To know you To admire you To love you In my life
Instead, I want to thank god; Who let me loving you even you may never know me.
I feel like I'm a lucky person; I'm so grateful I'm so happy To have you Even it is just in my heart; not in my life.
Because; You are way Too precious Too important Too beautiful For me. You are perfect; For me.
But I don't want to blame myself blame this situation; For not letting me To meet you To see your face Directly Again.
Because, It's not my fault nor this situation; It's not that i didn't have the chances to meet you
But, It's just about time; the right time. this time may not let me yet to meet you.
But i believe, Someday I will meet you Seeing your face Holding your hands Touch your cheek Hug your body Yes. It's just about time; The right time.
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