the origins of Hermione

CHAPTER 4

Hermione's POV

After we had left the mess hall we all had .A meeting with the headmistress because we need work out the . Lesson plans and everything that we had to have set up for when the students arrived in the next few days I must say it feels kind of strange being a professor but I like this getting to see the side of everything here at the school.is it just me or the move that .Mine around service Snape I feel that school girl crush . That I had used to have on him . Will always be because I know that it more .But the more I'm around him. The more than I'm wanting to kiss him.

Merlin this is going to be one long school year I think the more I'm around him the more I feel like I made it up doing something when I'm in my Chambers if you know what I mean for some reason I feel like I just want to I don't know probably.  Pleasure Myself to the fantasies that I have been having about him. So good thing I'm probably thinking about putting some silent Wards and stuff and that on my Chambers​ because if I don't he will hear .But I also don't like that my nightmares .Might keep him wake at night it was like last went I had a nightmare.it was thinking about back to the carzy stuff that .Had happed in the war .

As I was wondering about that after the meeting Miniver asked me to stay behind.

Miniver:hay Hermione what is on your mind dear

Hermione: just I'm having Nightmares about what happened during the war and . I just need to get past that and I hate that my Nightmares are so bad .That I need have wards around my Chambers because I don't want to keep the school awake with them .

Miniver: you should have talked me about this soon because you are going to need to have a way to help us sleep .

Hermione: ya I know that and it the scariest thing for me to have to injure her night after night thinking back to everything that happened when they tortured me and stuff I still see the scar looks in my arm just wish I never had to think back to that

Miniver : you and Harry and Ron had gone through alot and it was not easy I mean it had to be very hard for you and Ron Wesley being friends with the chosen one but you know what it was a good thing that you helped him get to represent me suck but now you just have to try to move on from everything that you've been through in the warm I love kid you are my favorite Cud and everything but you need to figure things out when it comes to her it cannot affect you anymore.

I was happy and Glade that I can. Count on here as mother because she the close thing that I have left . I sometimes wonder where I be if I never had my friends and family here at Hogwarts because. I had lost everything that had In the muggle world

It was not always easy in the being when I had .Learned that my parents had passed it a sad thing  .Well I guess that it good thing that I where I belong and Need to be at the moment

Minvir : well you do know dear that you will always have a family here at Hogwarts because we are all like that and you need to have people that you can contact and everything I have always thought of. You as daughter I know that I.can not palce your real parents but I'm here when you need me

And I was happy about​ and with that I had left to make sure everything was right and .Need to be ready because it would not be much longer and the students would be arriving for another year at Hogwarts.i hope we don't have way too much about trouble with some of these students this year and everything like that is just so weird that some of them used to be in my peers and then I'm going to be there Professor

As I was wondering about stuff there was something going on in the halls of the dungeon I heard yelling and I heard a lot of hexing and everything going on when I ran out I seen that there was a bunch of devil years coming to 4 after Professor snape

With that I had to us my Maiwand and abilities to try and help him the next thing we knew they were running there is still a few out there like they said that's all my run and everything but they do not get very far I guess they are trying to change the Fate but if we could do what we have to do to make sure nothing will for some reason I just can't get past the fact that there are still people crazy enough to try and mess with us

Hermione: are you ok severis

Severis : yes I'm find my dear and thanks they will never stop trying to fine me because.of my helping this side in the war but  I'm happy that I did what was for the gearter good I just wish that we could of done something for Dumbledore but he asked me to take care of everything for him because he knew he was dying so I look at it after a while that I was feeling his dying Wish by killing him but sometimes I wish I never had to do that but I'm glad that the world is saved just as I same

Hermione: well it good thing that everything trun out much better for everybody now and it's a good thing that the war's over it but it came at a price with people we love being gone but least now it is happy and we'll fit for the right people

Severis: yes you don't seem to look like you have been sleeping lately and things like that do you need anything that will help you sleep and stuff like that because I could have sworn I heard you having a nightmare the other night tried to come and comfort you but you would more than everything and I didn't want to bother you just want to make sure you were okay before you went to bed tonight but after hearing

Wow I never thought that I be seeing this side of the him but I my say it was making me feel more intrigued I wonder if everything is more than a fantasy in my head sometimes so that Hermione Grangeryou keep thinking that way you might just ruin your underwear with those thoughts oh my why do I always have to have those type of pains in my head

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Services POV

I had to laugh because by accident I end up getting into her mine and I can hear the folks coming in her head or some reason I think I'm going to have to get close with her and figure out why shouldn't having these nightmares more and the more I'm around her the more I know but I'm falling for her dick been hard I wonder how she would feel if I told her about my feelings I mean seriously I'm older then here it not always easy thing