Not Crazy//Nicki Minaj&Dave East

PROLOUGE

I decided since there were 3 votes already why keep them waiting till Wednesday so...

"So how was work honey?"My mother asked my father as he ate his white rice.I ate my steak trying to keep focus and not letting my anger get the best of me.

My brother was touching me under the table again well...hes really my aunts son.But my mother took him in when his parents died.

Carter bit his lip giving me a side eye as he rubbed my knee getting closer up my leg.I could feel my right eye twitching.

I told my parents about this they told me I needed to stop being an attention child.I was the quiet sister.

Than there were my older sisters they were the trouble twins.They always took my left overs like the cougar's they were.One was pregnant right now.

Crystal 5 months pregnant but still goes to parties.I adverted my eyes around the table how was nobody still seeing this yet again..

My family honestly didn't care for me I was an outcast to them I dresssed difrently and wore different hairstyles.

My hand started shaking as he began rubbing 'her'.I fiddled with the table cloth to keep me from punching the shit out of him.

Mother said hitting wasnt nice."Mom I got an A on my report card."Ruby the other twin spoke.

"Thats nice dear Onika what did you get."Ah the name Onika an unique name for a unique different person.I-

"Hello Earth to Nika."My mother snapped as I tried to not focus on Carter still touching me.

"Mom I told you she was to retarded to sit with us make her go back to the room."Crystal spoke of the dungeon where we went when we were bad.

My eye began to twitch more this was too much to deal with at much.My right hand started shaking faster.

And beads of sweat trailed down my face.As I couldn't move my left hand cus it was hand cuffed.They claimed I was to dangerous.But they made me dangerous.

"My gpa is 4.0 what is yours Crystal?"I asked thats right straight As.I looked and studied her face.

Eyebrows furrowed,arm move ment,squinting of eyes.She was caught off guard.I was good at reading peoples emotions and manipulating it against them.I was....powerful .

"Mother may I be excused?"Crystal asked.Carter put his finger in my underwear.

It was like a siren went off in my head and red blares went off right and left.I think im about to snap.

My eyes stopped twitching and so did my hand I was about to grant my body my wish.I was gonna grant Nicki her wish more like my wish.

I chuckled under my breath as I used my un handcuffed hand to grab the steak knife.I cheesed looking at it.

Every time I blinked at the knife I saw blood dripping from it.Glitching in my mind.

Until there was actual blood on it....Carter's blood.And I was standing over him with nice smile watching the blood drip on to the Brown floor.

"Oh my goodness Onika what have you done?!"My mother said."Shut up bitch Nicki came to play ain no Onika...besides mother its not nice to hit but its nice to stab."

I said with a smile."Mom she's scaring me."Ruby said behind me I looked at the glass table and my head estimates the distance between me and her forehead.

I threw the knife back hitting her directly in between her eyes I heard her gasps and than a plop sound.

"Uncuff me so we can play mother."I said as I kept tugging on the hand cuff.As my hair stuck to my face from the sweat and my face hurt from smiling so much.

"Charles hurry up and get her in the room."I screamed as I felt the next hand cuff over my hand and father pulled me back by my hair so I twister around and bit him in the ear.

Making it bleed."Ow shit."He said than smacked me to the ground on to my knees.I began laughing with my head down.

"Mother said its not nice to hit!"I yelled as I began screaming kicking around."No im sorry father don't put me in there!"I yelled as he began pulling me by my ankles.

My fingertips began to bleed because of how far I dug my fingers into the ground.

I felt mother wrap the white jacket around me to keep me still.

I heard the door creak open over my loud screams.Before I was pushed down the stairs and I began rolling.

I fell on my face as I struggled to stand to my feet.I smiled as I stood.

Dumb mutha fuvckas as long as I'm away from them.

"And the Oscar goes too Nicki."I mumbled to

myself with a smile as I posted up against the wall.