Not Crazy//Nicki Minaj&Dave East

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Aashiq-

"Hey ma how was work?"I asked as I sat at the island stool watching her prepare food.

"Exhausting this new girl came in today poor child someone really scarred her for life."

I sat up intrested already having a clue on who it was."Whats her name?"I asked."Now you know I can't tell patients names but...she wouldn't let no one touch her."She said with a sigh afterwards as she moved twoards the fridge.

"Mmm."I said as I tapped my finger tips on the counter.Turning on my phone I seen the date.

It was the day my father first died.Even though he ran off with another family.That man was still my father.

My mother never wanted me to learn about the family though.I still don't know who killed him but I vowed to evenge him for it.

"So uh you know what today is?"I coughed up.I noticed her stop all movement to regroup herself.

"Yes I do....I still haven't figured out if I want to visit his grave yet."She trailed off.I nodded looking away.

"Ma do you have a Veronika Morez in your care?"I asked."Maybe....why?"She asked as she turned to me with a raised eyebrow.

I shrugged."I was wondering how long visitation hours are..."

"Hmm it depends if the person has been showing themself responsible and good behaviour."She said.

"And Veronika has did nothing of showing good behaviour by the way Keisha stopped by.....bout a baby or whatever.."

My eyes widened as I picked up my car keys and my phone."Ma ill be right back love you."I waved.

"Stop bein so damn fast Aashiq!"I heard her yell before I ran out.

Veronika-

Talk after talk,straight jacket after straight jacket,and fight after fight.

That's the only way I could survive in this place.I needed some one to talk too.I wish Aashiq was here.

I sat on the bed figuring out the rubik cube.Ive been timing myself.So far ive made it to 20 min.I was trying to at least get 8 min.

I ignored the patient next door to me throwing their food.They were stuck in a stage thinking they were a baby.And the patient on the left of me.Was a grown man who was a freak.He done fucked the nurses.No matter how ugly those women look.

He looked good.But his problem was when he didn't get his sex he forced the sex.So yeah don't let his face fool you.

I put my finger on the other side of the rubic cube twisting it twice to line the colors up.

I smirked hoping that my nephew and sister were getting raped in jail.Maybe they'll like how it feel.

Hearing a knock on thw door alarmed my ears.Happy that I could get some air into this room.It was hot and I already felt claustrophobic in this room.It was driving me mad.

I stood up seeing a nurse come in.I never sit down when someone approaches me it gives them a chance to catch you off guard.

She stopped walking and stood in front of me with a tray.There was pills a cup and a needle.

I wasn't okay with this.Those pills knock you out for a good three hours.And I hated sleeping.Sleeping was what got me touched at night.

I looked at her name tag on the right side of her chest."Now Hillary we already know how this is going to happen."I said as I made a mad face with my eyebrows touching each other.

"Veronika please so this nicely you get to have visitation tomorrow if you do it."She bargained.

I could tell she was lying.I looked at her waist seeing that she was close to pushing the button on her pager that would alert the guards.

Shit I need a plan.Thinking of one I squinted my eyes.I rolled them with a smile."Alright hand me the tray."She smiled feeling accomplished.

She turned to walk away.As my face contoured to anger and I whacked the back of her head with the tray.

I lightly laughed shaking my head."How pathetic you actually thought you could trust a patient here?"I said.

And she started screaming so I kicked her.She was to loud.And when it was loud I couldn't concentrate enough to hear the voices in my head.

I picked up the syringe and stabbed it into her neck and broke the needle off into it.Making a dramatic snapping sound.

I smirked hearing the guards jog down the hallway.I got in the corner and cried.

I got into a fetal position with my head in my knees and began to cradle myself with a fake cry.As I smirked.

"Help help she attacked me."I belted out as I did the fake sobs.I saw the guards were feeding into it.And I began milking it .

"She hurt me so bad I started screaming."I did a big gasps as I kept crying.I picked up the other half of the needle.

And put it against my face I dragged it across my face keeping my head down.And kept crying.As they were to distracted about Hillary being on the ground.

"How do we know your telling the truth..""Look at my fuckin face!"I yelled as I put my face up dramatically feeling the metallic taste drip into my mouth.

And thw inside of my head felt exposed to air.It went across my whole face.

I sat in my cell the bed underneath my cell mate.I was up in the afternoon because I woke up from a nightmare of my mother touching me again.

Clank Clank! I heard making me jump up.Seeing the police officer bang against the bar's.

I noticed it as the police officer who raped me the fisrt day that I got here.He had a nice accent and was brown skinned another shade and he would be dark skinned.

He said the more I let him fuck me.The more advantages I would get here.

"Ms.Morez you got a visitor here.."He said.As he opened my cell.I hopped up from the metal bed and walked towards him.

He locked the cell."Turn around."He said.I turned around following his command putting my wrist behind my back.

I felt him press up against me on purpose.Feeling the cold metal latch around my wrist.I felt him squeeze my butt.

Before he removed himself from me.He walked ahead dragging me along.

As random prisoners yelled out how good I looked or other profanities.He pulled me down the long hallway.Until he opened another door.We both stepped in.

I looked around to see if I saw anyone I knew but didn't.I frowned wondering who was here for me.

"Cmon this way."The guard growled in my ear.As he pulled me along to the oval shaped table where a woman sat.She had my skin color.And my hair texture.

"10 minutes."The perverted guard said before walking away.I sat down genuinely confused.The lady literally had tears exploding from her eyes.

"Im sorry who are you?"

"Im your mother."

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