"Im so sorry Veronika a mother isn't supposed to touch her child im gonna stop."She lied.
All she did was tell lies.She would say it and didn't mean it.She never meant what she said.
Usually its father touches daughter.But this family was so fucked up we ain care what rold to play.
I cried in the corner with my knees to my chest rockin back an fourth.
As I started doing that horrible breathing cry everyone does that causes your mouth to quiver.
"Im sorry please Veronika forgive me..."She said while crying and walking out my room.She made her own self confused.
I saw a big shadow in the hallway until it reached my room and walked in.It was Carter.
I watched as his green eyes scanned my room for me."Wanna play cousin?"He asked and I knew what type of play he wanted.
"Wanna play wanna fuckin play?!"I screamed as I started tossing stuff around in my room.I was only acting out because I didnt get a new refil on my meds until next Friday.
When I was upset about things or a person I would imitate their voice.I wasn't crazy I was upset angry,mad at the world.I was...confused.
"Forgive me Veronika fuckin forgive me love me mother loves you!"I imitated my mothers voice as I huffed and puffed.
I looked in the mirror at myself.All I saw was my mother and Carter feeling up on me.
I jump backed and kicked the body mirror.Making it fall of the wall and shatter.But I could still see they're crooked faces on the shattered glass.
"Your my favorite cousin."
"Don't you dare tell your father darling."
"You like it when I touch you there?"
"You know your mommy's Princess."
"Call me daddy Carter."
"Let mother see how well your body has grown!"
"Its okay cus were cousins."
"Get neaked now Veronika!"
"Take off your fuckin pants Onika!"
"It wont hurt!".
"It won't hurt!"
"Don't tell anyone."
"Dont tell a single soul mommy loves you muah."
Thats all I heard voice after voice in my head making me pull at my hair and hit my self in the head.
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Not Crazy//Nicki Minaj&Dave East
Gizem / Gerilim"One two Nickis gonna kill you Three four Veronika kicks in your door. Five six youll fall for Nicki's tricks. Seven Eight your gonna meet your fate. Nine Ten......you wont be seen agai-.". "Im behind you....