Not Crazy//Nicki Minaj&Dave East

WHO? ME?

The author isnt the character.The reader is the character.

Aashiq;

I walked up the steps to Keishas house.I took a deep breath remembering the last time I was here.Ruby came here to fight her.

I raised my hand and rang the doorbell feeling anxious.Keisha was a good person at heart but some people change.

I remember exactly that night.I knew I didn't use a condom.But I didn't face reality.And ducked every time I saw Kiesha.I guess she finally caught up to me.

I rang the doorbell.Hearing the tune echo through out the house."Who is it!."I heard her voice as I rocker back and fourth on my feet.

"Um Aashiq."I called out as I rubbed my hand on my head taking a deep breath.I heard the door unlock.

Before me stood Keisha with a baby on her hip.With a pacifier in her mouth brown curls along her head.And grey eyes she must've inherited from my grandmother.

And she wasn't really light skinned she was more of a smooth caramel color.The perfect mixture of her mothers dark skin and my tint of light skin in there.

Damn I hate to say this but we made the perfect baby."Finally here to see your daughter Aashiq?"She asked as she shifted to right leg.

"Keisha I apologise i j-."

"Take that sorry ass apology and shove it up your ass I don need you but your damn daughter need you she's six months old nigga I don need your damn money who you need is....Aamanee,., yeah nigga just for you a muslim name and guess what it mean good wish...to bad your not what I wished for."She whispered knowing that if she was screaming right now the baby would start crying and get scared.

"I trust you and ive got an emergency meeting right now so either my best friend watching her or you at least attempt to bond with her..."She said quickly while looking at me and checking the time on her phone.

"I would like to bond with her.""Good choice....she has no allergies milk in the fridge she likes it warmed up for 30 secs in the microwave...her fav show is wow wow wubzy or Doctor Mc.Stuffins.

A list of her medicine is on the fridge.Have a good day pussy!"She said as she handed me the baby and rushed to her car.

I pursed my lips together and kept them shut.Letting it slide at the fact that she called me a pussy.

I can't believe this I am so angry.My mother that killed herself was my aunt and was actually Veronika's mother.

So technically Veronika is my fuckin cousin.Which I still dont believe since all this shit keeps coming out of the blue.

So the man that killed himself was actually my father but he was messing around with my mother against Veronika's mother.

Which means my father cheated on Veronika's mother to be with my mother.

So my mothers alive my fathers dead.mother is dead her father is alive.My head began to hurt as I thought of diffrent scenarios on this bull shit.

It was like a twisted Romeo and Juliet.When they both kill themselves at the and.But instead its my and Veronikas parents.

I honestly felt sick to my stomach.I felt like my face was green and someone was doing back strokes in my stomach.

I groaned as I looked at the terrible food they served at this prison.Its not like it was supposed to be good but cmon now.

The smell from the food made me want to throw up."You good red."The inmate Aisan asked me.She was put here for stabbing her best friend Cuban.

I didn't tell her what I was in here for.I wouldn't want her to look at me any differently.And I didnt want to say it was because of my aunt who was touching me.She might think that it's an excuse.