Forgive This Trouble in my Heart. (Drew/Kier) ~FVK

Perfect Confirmation.

Drews POV:

I felt the air escape my lungs, pure relaxation taking its place, as i acustomed to the morning light. Damn, i'd never felt so tired. And that's something coming from me.. My eyes strained against the sunlight that was striking the gap in the curtains, and i blinked, adjusting to my senses. But as everything slowly built up in my mind, i froze.. I couldn't move my head.. Well. You could say i.. didn't want to. I think i was on my back, some beautifully warm breath tickling at my neck.. Kier. I strained my eyes to look down at him, and blushed viciously. His nose was pressed up to my neck, his fringe spread out across the pillow above him.. he looked so peaceful. I slowly looked down.. and felt my breath catch in my throat.. 

His fingers twitched slightly, as he pulled himself closer, his soft, tattooed arm spread across my bare chest, gripping at my hips.. I was just in my boxers. I was just in my boxers. I felt heat crawl up my cheeks, as i adjusted to how tangled our legs were above the covers, Kiers perfect legs curling around mine as he shifted gently.. He sighed, as his hand curled further around my hips, his lips soft against my throat as he swallowed against the thin skin.. I let out a shakey breath, and thought back to last night.. We kissed. We did more than that. I let another shakey breath escape, and drew my eyes to his, as they rolled under his lids. He was stirring.. I didn't know what to do.. I quickly peeled his fingers from around my waist, and slid my legs from between his, as i pushed up from the bed, tugging some jeans from my wardrobe.. I swore slightly as i dropped the shirt, scurrying out before he came to terms with what had happened..

I slammed the bathroom door behind me, and tugged my jeans up my legs, hopping slightly as i did.. I did up the belt, and caught my breath eventually.. Shivering slightly through the cold room. Why did i have to drop the damn shirt? I took a breath, and sank to the floor, leaning my back against the bath tub, as i pulled my knees to my chest. I buried my head into my legs, and sighed.. He probably thought nothing of it. I bet he does it all the time. It meant nothing. I felt the tears itch at the corners of my eyes, as i viciously rubbed them. Wooly, hold it together. Just forget about it. Forget about it.

I ran a hand through my hair, and tugged at it slightly, mentally scalding myself for getting so worked up.. It's alright. He'll probably just act as if it never happened, right? I mean.. i.. i didn't even know i was gay.. Would the guys think less of me? What if it gets out to our fans? I'm going to get fucking ridiculed by  everyone. 

"D-Drew?" A soft voice came from the doorway, as i shot my head up, my body jolting against the tub.. Kier. I quickly stood up, and picked at the top of the tub behind me, shifting from one leg to the other.. What do i do? He was still in his boxers, as he stepped in, closing the door behind him. Stopping for a second, as he looked across to me. "Drew.. are you alright?" He asked, starting to walk over, nothing but sympathy etched on his face. I blushed instantly, letting my eyes fall across his body, as he shifted closer. "I-i'm fine." I replied, barely audible.. as i looked at the wall. He bit his lip, and ran a hand across his neck, as he took another step. "About last night.." He began, my heart back flipping at the subject. "I-it's fine. Just.. don't worry about it. Ok?" I replied with a smile before he could finish, moving to push past him.. I'd managed to reach the doorway to our bedroom, before i felt his fingers curl around my arm. That familiar tingle dancing up my spine.. I closed my eyes, and waited. Don't lose it Drew. Listen to him. You love him after all.

"Drew, please. Listen to me." He practically begged.. stepping in, and closing the door swiftly. "I... i will worry. Because.. it meant something. To me." He blurted, the redness against his cheeks, rising as he spoke.. "I doubt that." I chuckled, moving to the middle of the room, as i stopped, looking down at the carpet. "You.." I sighed, and turned to face him, shaking my head. "Kier.. you're too.. good for someone like me. I-i don't know if that's along the lines of what you're getting at, but.. it is for me. You could have anyone you wanted. You're perfect. I look at you.. and i... i just feel like giving everything to you right now. Everything.  I just.. you know what. It's ok. Forget about it." I rushed, pasting on a smile towards the end of it, as i turned back towards the bed, leaning down to push the covers up. "You don't understand, do you?" His voice shook slightly, after a while of silence as he stared at me, my body slowly turning to look up at him in question..

"Come here." He stated, simply, leaning against the wall near the door. I watched curiously, straightening up and staring at him. "Huh?" I asked, watching as he swallowed delicately. "I said, come here." He repeated, his voice waving slightly, as a blush teased my cheeks. I felt something tug at my lungs, making them tighten instantly. I suddenly yearned for him.. I dropped the covers, and slowly made my way over, my breath shaking slightly, as i studied his gaze. Dilated. With a swallow, i stopped, trying not to look at his perfect body, his chest, his tattoos mocking me. He took a single step, creating the smallest space between us. I stared at the floor, knowing my cheeks were on fire right now.. Things don't work the same as they do in the dark..

"Look at me." He whispered, his breath tickling my neck softly. My own breath came out ragged, as i swallowed. "I-i can't." I breathed, my breath catching loudly, as his hands suddenly trailed around my hips. He leant his lips to my ear, as my hands flew to his collar bones, my mouth falling open slightly. He was freaking teasing me.. I'm going to lose it. Big time. I let my fingers crawl up to his neck, his scent travelling around me. My eyes rolled back slightly, as he spoke. "Why's that?" He whispered, another shiver trickling down my spine. 

He pulled back from my ear, and took my hands with him, my fingers still clasped around his neck, as i was forced to look up to him. "Because i don't know if i'll ever be able to stop." I replied, shakily, as his breath suddenly hitched. Time seemed to slow down all of a sudden.. As cliche as that sounds.. But i took the chance to study the way the sun was striking his perfect skin. His hazel eyes, (still dilated imensely) flicking down to my lips.

I didn't even have time to think, as he scooped his arms around my waist, pulling me to press against his chest in one simple move. But never under-estimate the speed of the Wool. Shut up Drew. I quickly grasped the sides of his jaw roughly, in the time i could, and tugged his mouth to mine. That sweet, heavenly taste. It was better than i remembered. I let my eyes close, as his lips slotted in between my own. My mouth not stopping in motion, as i let my tounge dance across his perfect lips. I.. couldn't actually help it. A moan muffled from down his throat, as he bit my lip gently.. His hands running further, gripping harshly behind my hips. Damn.. It was like everything had been building up to this.. I just let everything out, as i ignored the heat that was lingering on my cheeks.

I slipped a hand from around his smooth neck, and pushed it against his chest. Not stopping until we'd stumbled to the wall...  And as soon as we thudded against its surface, i let my hands wind through his hair again, his tounge eventually finding mine in the mess of hot breath that lingered in our mouths. I tugged again at the silky strands of crimson hair, as he pulled his mouth from mine, a moan slipping from my lips.. 

He just leant his forehead against mine, as we both caught our breath.. my hands sliding down his skin to rest at his waist.. "S-sorry.." I mumbled, my voice croaky. I felt his thumb press lightly against my lips, as he smirked slightly. "Never apolagise.." He whispered, moving his palm to rest against my jaw. "After all... You're stuck with me now." He breathed, a smile tugging at my lips.. as his mouth collided with mine again. That single confirmation, making my heart pulse inside..

What was it again... Exploding Heart Disorder?