Forgive This Trouble in my Heart. (Drew/Kier) ~FVK

That's what Best friends are for.

Drews POV:

The next morning, was more than perfect. It was just as i'd dreamed a relationship to be. Even if we weren't.. in a public one yet. You know when guys go on about wanting to wake up next to their girl every morning? Their true love? Well, it felt like that. But better. Much better.

I breathed out slowly, as the last hint of sleep left me, my eyes inching open, as i stretched slightly. And that was exactly when i felt my heart jump. It wasn't with nerves.. or being uncomfortable or anything, it was.. completely the opposite for a change. I felt a strong pair of arms wind around my waist from behind.. one squeezing between my hip and the matress, as they joined above my boxers. I closed my eyes, and grinned, as i felt his lips press to my neck gently. "Good morning, beautiful." Kier whispered against my ear, finally causing me to strain my neck, and look at him. He was so gorgeous, how could he say i'm beautiful when he's in the room? "Morning.." I breathed, turning over properly, so we faced each other. 

And he looked absolutely perfect. He closed his eyes peacefully, as i let my fingers trace around his face lightly, eventually running them through his hair. I brought my hand back down, to cup his cheek, letting my thumb rub against the skin slightly, as he tugged me closer with his firm grip around my waist. I just chuckled quietly.. and pressed our foreheads together, watching his perfect eyes open and rise, to burn into mine. "I love you.." I mumbled, biting my lip instantly, as he grinned sleepily against the pillow, letting his thumb rub against my hip. "I love you too Drew.. you have no idea.." He smirked, before it relaxed into a loving smile. My attraction was literally burning for him.. There were no forceful tugs, or any rough movements, we just let our lips meet softly. It was so sweet, so perfect. The feeling of his perfect lips against mine, was beautiful.

"I..i wanna tell the guys.." I suddenly said, barely audible, as his eyes windened slightly, along with his smile. "Really? Drew.. that's great!" He grinned, his hand caressing my cheek gently. I nodded, and let a smile play at my lips. "It's.. it's what i want. For sure. But.. You're going to have to be with me, when i do.." I muttered, the first gentle blush of this morning, settling across my cheeks. He just ran his hand up my back, caressing my skin soothingly, as i let a shiver dance up my spine. "Of course i will, Drew. Always." He whispered, as i just grinned, tugging myself as close as possible to this perfect man. My.. perfect man. Who i honestly love more than i've ever loved anyone. Let's just hope i can get through this today. 

With that, i slipped my fingers between his own, and locked them tightly. As i pulled his hand to my mouth, planting a kiss on it gently. He never fails to return the gesture.. He leant up on the mattress, and leaned over me, his hand digging into the sheets beside my head as he grinned from above. "Always." I mumbled back, smiling as his lips pressed against mine, my hand winding to the back of his neck, as we continued into our own little paradise.. 

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This was it. This was what i'd been dreading since the very first moment i'd confirmed my feelings for Kier. And my stomach was already churning over the fact we had our first dinner together tonight.. But this just tipped me over the edge. I'd never been so scared in my lifequite frankly. 

I hesitated in the middle of the hallway, and stared at the closed living room door. The TV was blaring through the wood, my heart beat racing with every minute that passed. I just wanted to turn around now, and keep it all a secret. I wanted to run away, and never sit through any judgements for the rest of my life.. But the motivation i had, was stood right behind me. "You can do it Drew, i know you can. I'll be with you all of the way." His beautiful voice whispered against my ear, as his arms hugged me against his chest from behind.

There was just one last bit of motivation i needed, though.. I quickly spun around, and clasped his jaw as carefully as i could, before crashing my lips against his. I think he could sense the nerves that were rippling through my body.. As he took over, dominating the sweet kiss, as his arms wound around my hips, holding me against him firmly. He pulled apart and leant his forehead against my own. "We, can do this." He whispered, before leaning up to plant a kiss against my forehead. Well, here goes nothing..

I opened the door slowly, and slipped my head around it, as two faces turned to smile at me, casually. "H-hey guys.." I stuttered, as Laurence and Shane returned the greeting. "Um, i need to talk to you both." I carried on, my voice shaking ever so slightly, as i locked mine and Kiers hands behind the door, looking up to him. He nodded encouragingly, and squeezed my hand, a burst of courage trickling through my veins. I looked back to my best friends as the sound of the TV stopped, and took a breath, before tugging Kier into the room with me.

Laurences eyes narrowed, and studied us, before a knowing grin rested on his lips, as he waited for us.. Little shit knows. I looked to Shane, and he just sat there, innocently, waiting for me to spill it. I took another deep breath, and pushed through the glowing blush that had decorated my cheeks. "I-i've never.. felt like this before. Never. And, it's taken me a while to actually figure out how i feel. Most of all, i'm terrified of what people will think, what they'll say..but.." I swallowed, and smiled to Kier as he squeezed my hand. Even if i had to ignore the frightened tears that were clinging to my lashes. "I..i love.. Kier. I have for a while. A-and.. you guys deserve to know. Even if you won't think of me in the same way..." I mumbled, staring at the carpet, as a tear escaped, and trickled down my cheek. I shouldn't be so scared.. but i've never been frightenedfor rejection so much in my life. They're my best friends, i mean, how would you feel if your best friends judged you for your sexual orientation? 

I suddenly let out a shakey breath, as some arms engulfed me forcefully.. The embrace soothing. I honestly thought it was Kier, but.. the sandy hair that was tickling my cheek told me otherwise. I squeezed my eyes shut, and clinged to Shane with all of the force i could muster, before he pulled back with his hands on my shoulders. "You idiot." He grinned, my eyes instantly widening at the sudden reply.. "W-what?" I stuttered, as he rubbed the tears from around my frightened eyes. "Why the hell, would we even think about judging you, Wooly? You're still you! And i'm completely all for it if it makes you happy." He grinned, as he looked to Kier, who was smilimg warmly at the display. "If it makes you both happy." He finished, backing away, as me and Kier grinned to each other. "Thankyou so much Shane.." I squeeked, biting my lip timidly... "Beveridge?" Kier asked, as we stared at our raven-haired friend who was sat grinning at us from the floor..

"Knew it." He simply grinned.. "KNEW IT ALL ALONG." He sang, jumping up, and tackling us back onto the carpet. "WOAH, Beveridge!" I yelled, as he sat up, that same grin locked on his face. "Basically what Shane said, but with an added 'you two are the ultimate couple'." He winked, before hugging me surprisingly gently. "Of course we don't think less of you, you dick. You're like our brother, always will be, Drew." He smiled, pulling back as he clung to Kier. "My dear Kempy. You look after him." He pointed his finger at Kier, while i was having touble getting the image of both Beveridges and Shanes grins out of my mind.. And with a last look to Kier.. i knew i'd made the best decision i've ever made in my life. 

Who has the best friends in the world? WOOOOOLCIFER.