My random ramblings

Being a YouTuber

To me, it's a lot more than just talking behind a camera, and then spending hours behind my computer screen editing and placing little clips in the right order. It's not just naming a video something really stupid. It's not just telling people to watch me be stupid from the other side of the screen.
      Yes, I will admit, some of that stuff, I do enjoy. Like the editing and being stupid with my brother not that far behind me. But to me, YouTube is, bringing joy to others like other YouTubers have done for me. They have taught me so much and I want to help and give back to others. It makes me want to keep going when I get really nice comments telling me to keep making videos because they make their day. Just to know that someone cares enough to fully watch my stupid videos and then tell me what they like about it.
    Honestly, it would be really nice to become a famous YouTuber like some that I watch online daily, but I don't have to be famous to reach the people that really want to watch my videos. Besides, even if I have just one loyal fan that keeps watching my videos, then that's better than no one to watch me at all.
     But to my loyal fans that I do know of I actually do talk to, they tell me to keep going constantly and they are my motivation to be a better person, and I absolutely love the feeling that people are actually a fan of me. I just wish there was more I could do, literally I feel like I don't do enough to even have fans, all I do is sit behind a camera and make jokes. I feel like this is really what I'm meant to do though. And if it's what I'm meant to do then I need to be better and keep going.