It's all quiet here, and like always, I can't sleep. This always happens to me. At least I can enjoy the quietness for a little bit. Listen to the crickets in the background and the wind blowing in the woods across the field from my room.
Smell the fresh air, it smells like spring is maybe finally coming after this really muddy winter. You know, the farmer's almanac was saying that this winter was supposed to be really bad, we were supposed to have a lot of snow, but it never got all that bad, literally all that happened was we got light dustings here and there. Maybe soon we will be able to see some flowers and be able to enjoy the weather outside. Break out all the summer stuff, hopefully soon it will get warmer so I can start doing outdoor photoshoots again.
Here I still sit, on the edge of my bed. Listening to music and enjoying the slight breeze that is coming through my window. My curtain is caressing the headboard of my bed since the wind is blow just hard enough to move my curtain. The wind smells earthy like it may rain.
Some say that counting sheep may help me fall asleep faster. But, my mind likes to race, I start out with 1 sheep, 2 sheep, a cow, a pig... soon it turns into a whole farm.
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My random ramblings
عشوائيHello, my name is Jax. And I have depression and anxiety. This is how I see the world.
