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ten

10.27.16 - 5:43PM
song: sign - got7

"why can't you just listen to it?" ahyeon asked, staring at myself.

it was probably the twentieth time i'm hearing this question from her. she keeps on saying i should just do it.

i shook my head, "i can't. i can't do it."

two days. it has been two days since bambam gave me the flashdrive. i set it on my laptop and found the file instantly, but i'm too scared to click on it.

"staring at it will do nothing, minhee. you need to hear the song before the album will be release. he wants you to be the first person to hear it, right?"

i didn't say anything. ahyeon is always right. i'm glad i told her about my situation, but hearing her words made me feel more nervous. she's right, i have been staring at my laptop screen for the past day, more specifically on the file name that says 'sign-got7.mp3'

my finger trembled as i double click on it, making it open. all i have to do was to press play, but again, i couldn't do it.

"i'm scared, ahyeon." i moved my eyes away from the screen to look at her. she gave me a sigh when she noticed how worried i was and sat beside my bed.

she looked at me, "why? why are you scared, minhee?"

my eyes looked down as i bit the insides of my cheeks. "i'm scared of what the lyrics will be. he said he wrote the song. what if the song expresses his hatred for me? we did fought and avoided each other. or about regretion? or maybe about-"

"minhee, look into my eyes and relax." ahyeon interrupted me and i only then realize how tense i was confessing it, and i probably sounded ridiculous. bambam wouldn't let me hear this if what i'm thinking is true. i stared into ahyeon's comforting eyes as i exhaled deeply.

"i'm sorry, ahyeon." i apologized to her as i looked down feeling embarrassed. my fingers started playing with each other.

"it's alright, minhee. but you do know you need to listen to the song. those are just what-if's. what if the message of the song is different than what you're thinking? i understand that you feel like that, but minhee, just listen to the song before it's too late."

ahyeon ruffled my hair and stood up as i nodded my head at her. "i'm going to play it, tomorrow. yeah. i need to be ready first."

i looked at her and smiled, but she gave me an eyeroll instead. "no, you should do it now."

with that, she reached into my laptop and pressed the 'enter' key, making the music play.

i stared at the screen with my eyes bulging out. i can already hear the intro which sounds beautiful. i guess i should listen to it now, even if i'm currently feeling shook and tense. i bit my lips, my eyes are blinking slowly as i let my ears wide open to the song.

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THIRD PERSON'S POINT OF VIEW

dalkomhan ipsullo nal kkaewojwo
Wake me up with your sweet lips

amureohji anhge geureohge
Like it's nothing, like that

ne moseubi nan ireohgedo
To me you also look

taeyeonhage neukkyeojineun oneul
So calming today

nado moreuge useumi nane
Without me knowing, I'm also smiling

ne moseubi naege bichwojil ttae
Whenever you reflect on me

nawa gatdeon nega geuriwojyeo
I miss how you used to be like me