Truly Beautiful

Five: But Now I'm Here Without You

"Oh my gosh! Willa!"

Those words, those words were what I woke up to, that and

my little brother Caleb standing in my door way with his mouth down to the floor.

"No! No! Caleb you can't tell mom and dad, ok I just helped out a friend ok?"

After a long time we agreed on him not telling mom and dad if I gave him five-dollars and thing of goldfish.

I looked over at Nash, his hair was all messy he still had on my brothers cloths, and a crooked smile on his face. In any other words he was a total babe.

"Nash what's that look for?" I asked not so that he would stop but for him to say something that was going on in my mind witch went something like, I want you. I want to hold you, kiss you, be with you. Be mine.

But sadly that's not what was going through his head, "You got so scared when your brother walked in , it was priceless, Willow I was over here laughing to myself." and that smile became whole.

"Oh, ok then well.....on that note you should go." I said in complete disappointment.

"Yes but how?" He asked.

"Back door go get dressed and we'll sneak you out." I said again with a gloomy tone.

Nash did as I told and got dressed. It honestly wasn't hard to get Nash to the door, but when we did get there I though he was going to kiss me again but I was wrong....again.

"There is this party today and you should come. I'll pick you up at eight." And with that he left

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"He. Asked .You. To. A. Party! " As soon as Nash left I called Jenny, and let me tell you when she heard that he asked me to a party she flipped, saying that she is happy for me, that I finally took a big step in my life. When it really wasn't....until I told her about last night, then she maid it perfectly clear that she is picking out my outfit. So about fifteen minutes later Jenny was knocking on my door still in her pajamas, and had her hair up in the most ugliest bun know to man.

"I would have came sooner but I figured you didn't want to smell morning breath." she smiled and I couldn't help but wonder why I couldn't be as pretty as her. Why did I have to have black hair, why was I so short, why can't I be pretty?

"Earth to Willow." I herd Jenny say snapping her fingers in front of my face.

"Oh, um, yea sorry." I hated when I spaced out, but I did it a lot. "So, you know you didn't have to come at," when I liked at my clock I was surprised to see it was already one. "Wow latter then I though."

"I know and we only have seven hours till you go to that party. So what's Nash 's favorite color?"

"Red I think...yes it's red." oddly I knew that, but I can't remember the time I asked him what his favorite color was.

"Ok let me see here...red...red...red..ah! Here it is, I now remember giving this to you." She pulled out a crop top shirt with red and yellow design on it and a jean jacket. "These would go good with black leggings and those vans."

"When will we do my hair?" I asked....again I am not the best at these things so it helps when someone is there.

"Well my house. And your going curly so we have to go plus I was hopping I could go I mean I'm so bored and just.....I need out of the house." I love Jenny I do but some times I need a brake to myself but I said yes any way. That's just like me not saying what is on my mind.

"Ok but I'm driving." And Then something came to me. "Jenny last night.....well you said you were coming over....but you didn't. Why?" I mean I'm not complaining I had a nice night but where was she.