Truly Beautiful

Six: Lion Man

I run and run....but from what?

Then im water drowning not knowing how to swim.

I try to scream for help but my lungs fill with water

I wake up in a jolt I has hooked up to every machine know to man. I looked around white walls blue bed, stiches in my wrist, and sleeping James next to me holding my hand.

I herd voices in the hallway.

"Dad do you not get it....... she is sick, needs help, this should be you wake up call! My sister is in the hospital because none could see the pain she was going through! We all looked away and said it was just a fase, but no its not a fase she needs help! I love her to much to watch her sit there and hurt herself because of some asshole that though she could throw her around!
All of us are going to be out of the house this year besides Caleb and do you think he will know what to do?! No he wont! So please......just please help her......please?"

Mason was the one screaming at my dad. I dont think My dad had a chance to respond because a second after Mason was in my room.

"James ge.....oh my god Willa." Mason ran straight to me and took me in. Hugged me as tightly as he could. " If you ever do this to me....I will kill you." Just then James woke up.

"Oh my.... Willa" and he had he in a light hug stroking my hair.

They both left to get the rest of my family. When everyone arrived Mom had me in a death grip saying I was grownded and was never aloud out of her site.

Caleb asked if I was going to be ok and tear made there way to my eyes, I told him yes.

Dad said he loved me and that we needed to talk, but he had to go to work.

Then there was just me and Jace in the same room. He didnt hug me he didnt come to me, no he just stood there, in the door frame looking at me.

"Your a fucking retard. Did you know that? Willa you..... you died.... your fucking heart stopped..... I though you died in my arms.....you did die in my arms. You'er so stupid and I feel like I should hate you for scaring me so much but no!" He finally is hugging me and we both are sobbing. "Shhh shhhh, I love you, I love you."

"Im so sorry, Im so so sorry."

I was only in the hospital for like one more dat and then i had to go home......for about week then i got the news that i was going to counsiling.

Yes was happy then again i wasnt. I didnt want to be that far away from my family or friends, but I did want help.
Any ways mom said I didnt have a choice.

So that four hour car ride to Haplen Help Center was very uncomfortable.

So many things played im my mind like What will it be like? Will I have contact with my friends? Will I get better? Or will I get worse?

Finally we got there, it was just me and my dad. I walked out of the car and thats when it really hit me, im leaving, my friends family, everything. ...gone.

Will I be able to talk to Jenny, or Will. My brothers, Mi, I have to talk to Mi.

"Ok time to go" my dad said with bags in his hands walking away from the car. I didnt budge, no I stood in place feeling oike I couldnt move. My legs felt like they were a thousand pounds.

"Willa I understand if your scared but we have to go, ok?" My dad held out is hand, and I took. He tugged on my arm and then I was moving.

As we walked in I couldn't notice how large the room was white walls with blue and purple all around. When I looked infront of me I saw a winding stair case, to the left I saw a gym and a pool, to the right I saw the front desk and I walked iver with my dad.