Before-
I was crying, awfully. Like the crying where your tears don't stop, shaking, sobbing. "You bastard!" I didn't even feel it. I didn't feel myself running. I didn't feel my fist connecting with his face. Again. Again. Again. I couldn't stop. I just let go. I didn't feel Niall's arms around me. I didn't feel him pulling me away. But I felt it all when I stopped. I could see Harry finishing what I started, but this time, no one was going to pull him off.
Now-
Niall dragged me out with me kicking and screaming. This was not Harry's person to kill- it was mine. "Niall! Let me go! Dammit! Niall!" I was crying uncontrollably. I felt another set of arms around me- Louis'. "Please! Let me! Please!". They both dragged me out and closed the door behind them. Huge guys stood in front of the door and they finally let me go. I broke down- bawling like a baby. "You should have let me go! Niall! Louis! What's wrong with you?" I was screaming. Niall had tears in his eyes and Louis just looked down at the floor. I picked up the nearest thing and threw it at the ground- smashing it into a million peices. "Fuck!" I shouted curses and then broke down again.
Dani came after I was done smashing things and held me. I cried until I couldn't cry anymore. I was just sobbing, but I didn't have any tears left. I looked down at my hands and I had his blood smeared all over me. I got up and Dani let me go. I walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I had blood smeared across my white dress and blood to my elbows. My hair was tangled and I had makeup down my face from crying.
I heard someone sigh. Harry was standing in the doorway watching me. He looked worse than me. He gently smiled at me- a hurt smile. "I had no idea...".
I smiled a sad smile, "that he used to beat me?" I stifled a laugh- I think I'm going insane.
He looked at the ground, "that you knew him."
I let out my sad laugh, "I didn't think I had to worry about him. His hits were never as bad as Jakes, but he wouldn't stop until I was unconsious... I think that made it easier."
"Allie, I'm so sorry," he started to walk towards me, but I took a step back.
"Sorry about what? Beating me? Threatening me? Making me go in there? Or him threatening to rape me?... Pick." He looked up and he had tears in his eyes. "No! You don't get to cry! You're exactly like him! You beat me and threaten to rape me... You're no different. Not at all."
He walked towards me way too fast. He picked me up and sat me on the corner, his body between my legs, "I can't imagine you with anyone else. You're mine."
I let out the single tear I had left, "I was his for two years, Harry."
He shook his head and touched our foreheads together, "No. You were made for me. Like I was made for you. You were never his. You were always mine," I closed my eyes and he whipped the tear away. "I've known since the day you were spotted with him. One look at you and I knew."
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Liam allowed Dani to spend the night with me in Niall's room- Niall was going to sleep in the movie room downstairs, on Harry's request. Dani said El and Perrie faught to see me and both got punished, so they couldn't come. We all need to spend a day together soon.
I told Dani everything Harry said to me, "Wow. I never really thought there was a person in there." I laughed and she did too, "He sounds like he's in love. I really think you should give him a chance. I mean we're gonna be here forever. You might as well make your stay here happy". I nodded in agreement.
"I thought I loved Jake," Dani hugged me tight, "He used to say he was sorry and that he loved me, everytime he was done. I'm so scared Dani. That was the worst time of my life. I would rather kill myself than go through that again."
She whiped a tear of her own away, "Yeah, me too."
Harry's Pov
Fucking bastard. I could hear everything they were saying. She looked so broken. I beat him till my hand hurt, and kept beating him till I felt nothing. I don't even know if he's alive. I was going to kill him anyways. I already got all of the information I needed. Damn rat.
"So 'Arry you fucked miss trophy yet?" Zayn asked. I was eating dinner with the boys at Nandos. I let Allie stay home with Dani. It's gonna be fucking hard to get her to sleep in my bed tonight- but I don't think I can handle her being alone after today. I have 50 gaurds all outside patrolling my house, 50 more inside, and 2 of my best gaurds in front of Niall's room.
"Fuck no," I grumbled.
"Aw, little Harry isn't getting any?" Said Louie. Fucking Dick.
"No, too much has been happening." I tried to make excuses.
"I'm surprised you haven't forced her," Liam raises his eyebrows. I felt bad for Dani. I remember her first weeks with us- she was always black and blue.
"Not everyone has to actually force a girl to sleep with us to get any," I grinned at him and he glared at me, all the boys laughing. "I don't want to force her. If she's mine forever- which she is- I want her to trust me."
"Beating her isn't the best way to gain her trust," Niall mumbled under his breath, but I heard him loud and clear.
"Fuck off Niall," I glared at him and he rolled his eyes.
"C'mon we all know Niall is fucking Allison," Louis stared at me smirking. He was trying to make me yell, cause a scene.
"Fuck off, Louie. She's a little sister to me. She slept in my bed cause she was scared." Niall defended himself.
"Well why did she buy a little pink bag? If she's not giving Harry any?" Zayn pushed it farther.
"I don't know! Maybe she was going to, but then he beat her," oh my God. Niall was right. Fuck.
I groaned, stood up, threw a fifty on the table, and left.
I got home around midnight. I had a few beers at Nandos and I was a bit tipsy. I walked into our hallway and knocked on the door. Dani opened it, "She passed out about half an hour ago." I nodded and went to Allison. I scooped her up and carried her back bridal style to our room.
She started mumbling, "Dani?" I didn't answer "I thought about w-what youuu said. And yesss. I wannaaa be happy...... with Harryyyyy."
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FanfictionI call him the devil, because he makes me want to sin. And every time he knocks, I can't help but let him in. "This is Hell... and we can't leave." After Allison runs away from her exboyfriend, jake, to live with her childhood best friend, Niall, t...