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Ouch. My head feels like someones banging on it with a hammer. I groaned and lifted my hands to my head.

"Don't try to sit up," I heard Dani's voice near me. She sounded drained. I opened my eyes and Dani had a huge bruise across her face. I gasped, "If you think I look bad, don't look in the mirror," She rolled her eyes with a smile.

I laughed sarcastically, "I don't want to get out of this bed." I looked around- This isn't Harrys' or Nialls' room. It's a lot smaller.

"You're in one of the guest rooms. We're on the fourth floor," She noticed how confused I was.

"Who did that to you?" I motioned to her face.

"....I screamed for him to stop.." I didnt need to know anymore from her to know it was Harry, "But he only hit me once. Liam did the rest."

I nodded and she asked if I could get up, "No way in hell. I don't even want to try."

She said for me to rest and that she was going to make sure El and Perrie are alright. They got beat too. I didn't know what for though. I layed back down and I heard the door open and close. I heard someone sigh and I heard Nialls voice, "I told you not to fight him."

"Fuck off Niall. I'm not in the right state of mind to fight you right now," I growled at him. I've said worst things to him and I'm sure he's heard a lot worst- my words flew right past him.

"You're in the mood to fight Harry," He barked at me.

"You wanna fight? Ok! Fuck you! I'm tired of you pretending everything's fine! It's not! I'm in a Gangs' house! I'm owned by one of the biggest gang leaders in the country! I've been beat twice in the last two days! I've been through this before! It doesn't get better! I get used and raped and beat and used and beat and raped and it just doesn't stop! I'm just waiting for the next worst thing to happen! And you know what's the worst thing?!" I asked him and he just stared at me with a blank face, "I'm here because of you! My best friend! I trusted you!".

I got up and fell on the floor and he walked to come help me up, "No! Stop! Leave! Now! Go get Dani! Dammit!" I started sobbing and I was sitting on the floor- breaking. I couldn't get up. It hurt too much. I just sat there and wrapping my arms around myself and cried. Niall just stood there and finally came and picked me up and sat me in his lap and I let him. It would have hurt too much to fight him and I need someone to keep me together for now.

I cried into his chest and after a while I noticed he was crying too, "I'm so sorry Allie. I'm so so sorry. There's nothing I can do."

I crawled out of his arms and lifted myself to the edge of the bed, "I'm used to it. Everything. And there's nothing either of us can do. Not now, not then. We can't do anything."

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I stayed in bed the rest of the day. El and Perrie stayed with me most of the day. They said Liam took Dani somewhere to make it up to her and she really couldn't say no. I found out they all tried to stop him. From hurting me. They all got beat. El and Perrie weren't as bad as Dani and defiantly not as bad as me, but still pretty bad.

They left after a while because dinner was ready and they offered to help me get up, but I wasn't ready to face Harry. After about an hour Dani finally came. She crawled into bed with me and we cuddled into each other, not saying a word. Just holding each other.

"I'm breaking and it hurts. So. Damn. Much." I cried silently and she agreed.

We were quiet after a while and Dani finally spoke, "This is Hell... And we can't leave."

I let her words sink in and I fell asleep with her arms wrapped around me and mine around her.

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