Direct {Harry Styles}

13

Preasent

I wake up in Nialls' bed and I know I'll be punished for it later, but I won't feel it. I'm numb. Luke got shot. My dad's looking for me. Harry shot Luke. How the hell am I going to face Harry again?

Niall was still asleep like always. I got out of bed and walked downstairs. El was cooking waffles. She looked up and ran to me, bringing me into a hug. "I heard what happened. I'm so sorry babe."

Breakfast was silent and Harry walked in. No one bothered to look up including me. He sat down next to me and kissed my cheek. I didn't react. Everyone stayed quiet the rest of breakfast. I put my dish away and walked for the door, "Allie can I speak to you." I nodded without looking back at the shooter.

I walked into the room and sat on the bed, Harry closed the door behind him. "Where were you last night?" he asked calmly leaning against the wall.

"Well after you shot Luke and dragged me to your room, I passed out and woke up in Niall's room," I stated blankly.

He groaned and ran his hands through his hair, "Please tell me you did not sleep with Niall last night."

"Well I wasn't going to sleep with you," I snapped. He has no right to be mad at me right now.

"And why is that Allison?" he asked me sarcasticly.

"Because you killed him. He was family to me. You killed him straight in front of me!" I screamed standing up and walking towards him.

He pushed off the wall and met me halfway, standing a foot away. "I heard what he said! He said you could run away with him! You want to explain that! I was pissed you were alone with him, but then I heard him say you could run away with him! I had every right to shoot him!" he screamed in my face.

"He knew people want me! He knew someone is coming to get me!" I screamed in his face, standing on my tippy toes to get as close as I could. "He was trying to protect me!"

"Bullshit! You think you would have been safe with him? Your safer than you'll ever be here!" He screamed back.

"You killed him! I was finally happy!" I screeched back.

"I'm happy with you! How could I ever let him take away my only happiness right now!?" He screamed back. That shut me up. I sat down quietly on the bed and put my head in my hands. He walked over to me and sat in front of me about a foot away. I looked up and pushed my hair out of my eyes. I'm sure I looked like a mess. I had been crying and only got a few hours of sleep. He smiled at me, "how can you look so beautifully broken?" I stifled a laugh and we sat in silence for 30 minuets then he finally spoke up, "I'm sorry Allison... I hope you heard that because I never say it and I'm not saying it again. He was a good friend and I knew he meant a lot to you, but I'm not going to lose you." I nodded in understand meant and let out a single tear. He whipped it away, stood up, and left me alone for the second time.

I finally was at a broken peace. I layed back and fell asleep within seconds, dreaming of one of the happiest moments of my life.

Dream:

"Everything is so beautiful here," I smiled at the ocean in front of me. We sat near the beach in the back of Lukes' truck. I layed down and put my head in his lap. He smiled down at me and started stoking my hair.

"I love you... you know that right?" he looked out at the beach and I watched his beautiful face.

"I know... I love you," he looked down at me and something amazing flashed through his eyes. We've said I love you more than 100 times by now. It was just something we said, and boy did we mean it. I sat up and straddled his waist.