Nate Jackson
Three months later
"Yeah that's my baby girl." I said playing with Axydra.
Marissa was outside smoking a blunt. I don't know why but it's whatever. She's been acting weird.
"Let's go to see what mommy doing Xy." I picked her up out of her swing.
Sliding the slide door open I walked out and seen Marissa messing around in the garden.
"Hey baby." I stood behind her.
"Hi baby." She said standing up. "Your auntie is coming to get Axydra in a few I packed her bag last night." She said.
"That's fine you okay?" I asked her because I seen the tear residue on her face.
"I'm good bae." She said grabbing Axydra from me.
"Oh....kay." I said walking back into the house. "So you wanna go out tonight?"
"Nah I think I'm gonna just go ova to Kehlani's for a girls' night." She said before putting Axydra Actors in her swinger.
"Bae what's wrong with you?" I asked her.
"Nothing I'm just tired." She lied. I knew she was lying because she wouldn't look me in my face.
"You know what I try to communicate with you but you are so difficult to do that with!"
"What Nate I'm tired period. Im 20 years old with my first child not saying Axydra was a mistake but yeah my dad was right I'm not ready for her." She said before walking off.
"Baby!" I called after her.
I heard the bedroom door slam and Axydra started crying.
"Hey baby girl it's okay mama just going through some things right now."
I heard Marissa coming downstairs.
"Baby talk to me." I said.
"I'm going for a drive I'll be back whenever I'm back." She pecked Axydra's forehead grabbed the keys and left.
I took a deep breath and looked at my baby girl as she slowly drifted off to sleep.
I shook my head saying no words.
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Marissa Daniels
Knocking on the door I stepped back waiting for him to answer.
"Who is it?!" His thick accent made my mind say turn the fuck around. I looked up and he just stared at me. He had no shirt and just some low rise gray sweats. His whole body was being showcased to me.
"Why did you really break up with me? I thought you loved me. You played with me because of my dad you broke up with me was it more than that!" I yelled.
He just sighed and ran his finger through his hair.
"Really Marissa come in." He pulled me close to him and closed the door. I tried to get out of his grip but it was too tight. We made our way over to the love-seat. He sat down then pulled me down on his lap. I moved off of him.
"It's not that Marissa it was your father and you know it and baybeh I love you, aight you got my heart and soul baybeh. I know I fucked up every thing we had together but I couldn't handle your father and his ways" He said.
A teardrop fell on my arm. "Lucas you could've just talked to him though. You will always have me and my heart plus the key to it. When you sent me that text my heart broke you know what I'm gonna leave." I started to get up but his held me down tightening his grip on my arm. My eyes stayed fixed on my fingers I was stupid for coming here.
"Nah baybeh look at me."
I looked at him meeting his eyes. "What Lucas?" I mumbled.
"Shh love." He grabbed my chin softly and leaned in. Placing his lips onto mine kissing me deeply.
The kiss held so much fire and passion and desire. We both knew we wanted each other still. We knew what was about to happen and neither of us cared.
He placed small kisses from my neck, to my jawline to my chest. I tilted my head back as small moans escaped my lips from the pleasure I was getting. I pushed him back so I was in control. Slipping his sweats off he looked at me with lustful eyes.
A smirk formed on his lips then he pulled me up to him. He grabbed my face then covered my lips kissing and sucking on them. It got heated quick He grabbed my thighs picking me up. My legs wrapped around him.
"You kno' what about to happen right."
We made to the bedroom where he tossed me on the bed. Wasting no time to pull down my panties since I had a dress on. He kissed up my legs and between my things. I looked down at him trying to control my breathing.🤔 I bit down on my bottom lip enjoying him touching me. Moans escaped from my lips. I wanted him to know I wanted him. At this moment I wasn't even thinking about Nate.
His warm tongue left a trail from my stomach to my neck. He didn't wait he plunged all of his length into my wetness. "Fuck Lucas!" I yelled. I arched my back as a soft moan slipped through. He gripped onto my waist showing me how much he missed me. His slow and deep strokes had me in thought. I watched him as he mumbled curse words and how much he loved me.
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The room was dark except for the t.v. light. My head was laid on his chest making invisible circles on his face. His arm wrapped around my waist. I loved this feeling. I loved being around him. To be honest I missed him so much. He was scrolling through Instagram straight up ignoring me. So I kissed his neck up to his jawline until I got to his lips pecking then over and over again.
"Riss?" He said getting up.
"Where you going?" I whined.
"Away from you and all this kissing I missed you but damn"
"Boy don't play with me come here and love me." I said laughing.
He started laughing at me.
He leaned closer to me and I grabbed his nose pulling him in for a kiss. I pulled away then he pinched me nose.
"Since that's what we doing nah." He said.
I tried my best not to laugh while he tried his too but we couldn't hold it.
"Man you weird as fuck bruh. Go home."
"I don't have a home to go to." I said. "Imma stay with you." I said getting up under his covers.
"You so stupid you have Nate and your daughter."
"Yeah but how am I gonna tell Nate I'm not in love with him anymore." I said playing with my fingers.
"To be honest Riss I don't know about that I mean if you truly know what you feeling then go for it but don't forget you also have a daughter now too. Now go to sleep." He slapped me on my ass.
"Ugh." I groaned.
This was my best friend and lover and I hope he never breaks my heart again.
