You saved me >> Viktuuri

ch.11

Katsuki Yuuri

His lips... They felt so soft and i loved the feeling of his lips on my own... But wait.. What if hes just kissing me out of pity...? he probably doesnt even feel the same way.. I quickly break the kiss and blush out of embrassment then quickly get up and open the door and run off not even listening to Viktor call out my name no matter how much i want him and want to kiss him and be with him, he probably doesnt even feel the same way and im stupid for thinking he ever could. I run to my room then lock and shut the door behind me before going to my bed to put a pillow in my face and cry. Tears streaming down my face, his lips felt so soft and smooth... I want to just hold him and hug him and kiss him and call him mine.... Is that too much to ask for?!

My phone starts to ring and i see its Phitchit trying to facetime me, i dont even care that i look like a gross ugly mess from crying right now. I pick it up and notice Phitchits surroundings in an instant, noticing hes in an airport i raise an eyebrow at him. "Hey Yu-oh my gosh have you been crying?!", He asks in a worried tone.

i sniffle, "Y-yea."
"Whats wrong?"
"I.... I.... i kisrognenxo...."
"what? you mumbled the last part."
"i kissed viktor... and he kissed back... But..."
"Yuuri thats great! But why the but?"
"I dont know if he feels the same way.... He could have just been doing it out of pity..."
"Oh Yuuri, hold on-", he hangs up and i raise an eyebrow but shrug and turn my phone off not wanting to really be bothered by anyone or anything right now.
I try to fall asleep but was interuppted by a knock at the door; afraid it was Viktor, i stay quiet until i hear a familiar voice that isnt him, "Yuuuuriii~ You were just awake, come on! Your best friend wants a hug!", i hear Phitchit then instantly get out of bed and unlock the door then open it and jump into Phitchits arm with a big hug, "Oh my gosh, Phitchit...", i say muffling my tears as i let go of him then tell him to come inside.

Once hes inside i close and lock the door again to make sure Viktor or my mom or anyone dont disturb us. He sits on the chair at my desk where my laptop, drawings, pencils, pens, etc. Y'know, just basic stuff you have on a desk. I sit at the edge of my bed. "What was it like?", he asks me and im just assuming hes talking kissing Viktor because hes shipped us since who knows when, hell probably even before i knew who the guy was! "His lips... Were.. they... They were soft and warm... Gentle and delicate... Caring and kind... Passionate yet love filled... except it was just me who felt all those feelings i guess..", i sigh as Phitchit gets up to sit next to me and rubs my back, then i notice he has something in his lap so i look up at him as if to ask him what he has. "Its our high school year book, i thought maybe making fun of some of the kids who were mean to you would cheer you up.", he smiles at me and i give him a faint smile back as he opens the book. ((a/n one of two plot twists 😉 phitchit and yuuri knew each other since they were kids but lost touch after high school because Phitchit had to move back to Thailand, ill explain more of it at the end of the chapter))

"Haha oh my god look at Thomas!", he says pointing to a kid i remember from our school who used to beat me up everyday and always make fun of me for my weight and looks, he was just one of the many kids who did that. "I hear he works at a gas station with his dad now.", i slightly smirk while Phitchit laughs then turns to the next page where i see our classroom photos, most of them are of me and Phitchit making weird faces and being good friends; the memory makes me smile and i feel so glad that i found Phitchit again. "Aw look at you, you were so chubby i could just pinch your cheeks!", he giggles but i roll my eyes with a slight smile on my face.

I point to a kid with long silver hair whos been drawn on with a lot of hears and a speech bubble that says, 'i love yuuri katsuki', i raise an eyebrow at the familiar looking person, "Hey Yuuri, wasnt that your crush since like kindergarden?", Phitchit asks and i nod in response then try to look at his name, but its kind of blurry since ive been crying so i take off my glasses and rub my eyes and clean my glasses and put them back on again. The name i see shocks me as Phitchit and i stare at each other with wide eyes and a surprised expression.... The kid.... He.... Oh my god....

Its Viktor....

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a/n ok so heres the explanation

Phitchit and Yuuri have been best friends since kindgarden and they even knew Viktor. Viktor and Yuuri were friends and even the best of friends, Yuuri started to realise his feelings for Viktor in seventh grade but Viktor abandoned Yuuri and Phitchit to be popular while the two best friends were constantly picked on and made fun of; getting beaten up, and called names. Viktor never participated in any of those activities but he never paid any attention to Yuuri and Phitchit after that and he just abandoned them like they were trash on the side of the road. Viktor had always looked up to Jacksepticeye and Markiplier so he always talked about one day wanting to be a famous youtuber; so after high school, Yuuri and Phitchit lost contact because Phitchit would be getting a new number once back in Thailand and they didnt have any social media accounts at the time; well, Yuuri didnt, anyways; so Yuuri and Phitchit forgot abt the whole incident with Viktor and moved on with their lives like normal people. Yuuri only remembered the bullies and Phitchit from all his high school years, so one day Yuuri made a twitter and started to follow people he was suggested to follow and follow friends, youtubers, celebrities, etc. So, Yuuri saw Phitchits account but it didnt have his name but it had a selfie as his profile picture. He messaged Phitchit and told him how he looked familiar, then asked him his name and what high school he went to. Once Phitchit told Yuuri that basic information, it made Yuuri cry happy tears then Yuuri explained who he was and stuff, the two had an instant connection again and re-united.