You saved me >> Viktuuri

ch.12

((a/n ive been re-watching ohshc and honestly all i can think of is how much haruhi and tamaki are like viktor and yuuri))

Katsuki Yuuri

I woke up to the sound of my alarm beeping the next morning and quickly hit snooze. I put on my glasses with a groan and saw the time read, '6:08 am', i sighed and decided that even if Viktor wont be there i should probably skate anyways since its something i do whether for fun or to get something off my mind. In this case, its to get something off my mind. I quickly change into my skating clothes then unlock and slowly open the door while checking my surroundings to make sure no one is awake and Viktor isnt here either although i dont know why he would be out of his room at this time although i do remember him telling me he sometimes gets hungry and has midnight snacks which is kind of weird but i don't really blame him. Everyone has something weird going on with them and if you say you don't then you're lying.

I soon reach the ice castle in time to see its closed but Yuuko is still inside. I open the door and see Yuuko putting away a few skates, "Hey Yuuko.", i call out to her just so she knows its me. "Hey Yuuri, what are you doing here? You seem like you need to get your mind off something.", she smiles at me fondly as i chuckle nervously but nod at the same time. She walks over to the bench's by the lockers then pats the seat next to her signaling for me to sit down next to her, i sigh then do so as i stare at the ground while fidling with my thumbs. "Whats wrong, Yuuri?", she asks in a caring tone. "So uh, you know Viktor, right?", i ask nervously; what am i thinking? of course she does! they've met before! "Ah- i- uh- i mean-", i try to explain but it seems im tounge tied and cant quite say what i want to say. ((a/n get ur mind out of the gutters)) Yuuko giggles and rubs my back for comfort so i take a deep breath before trying to speak again, "Its just... Viktor and i kissed yesterday and i sort of ran off from him because he didnt say how he felt and i was scared he was doing it out of pity or something and i was scared he doesnt feel the same way... Because in all honesty im so helpless and so in love with him its frustrating and i just.... What if our loves for each other are different.... Like.... He could see me as another son figure or see me as a brother or whatever.... But.... I want a relationship with him and i want to never let him go... its so frustrating, Yuuko.", i sigh as i lay down on the bench with my knees up and my head towards where the doors to the entrance are.

"Yuuri, i think you should confront Viktor, tell him how you feel and if he rejects you then screw him! not literally because that would be bad, dont do that unless he feels the same way.", i groan at her words but she just giggles, "You're just like Phitchit, i swear, he must've rubbed off on you in middle school.", i say with my hands over my face and unaware to my surroundings besides Yuuko sitting next to me by my feet, not even hearing anything around me except Yuuko's voice. "Uh, Yuuri-""Its just, i wish i was a mind reader so i could read his mind and-""Yu-""just know how he feels about me, i mean seriously! hes viktor fucking nikiforov! he so--""YUURI!", i raise an eyebrow at look at Yuuko with a confused look as i see her slightly point to the entrance, where i see none other than-"Speak of the devil and he shall appear.", he says with a cocky smile as i gulp.

Viktor was at the entrance.

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((a/n sorry for short chapters lately, im just getting ready for the epilogue which is probably tomorrow or monday and then after this story is done im making the werewolf and vampire AU i thought of))