Jesus Loves you (book of rAnDoM)

Deep

Do you get those moments? The ones where you feel like you should just redo it all?
Like if you smell a certain smell, or hear a certain sound, you desperately cling onto it, wanting to go back and relive the feeling of that one memory...
Sometimes when you do feel those certain things in life, you simply feel empty, for now, you are simply just a shell of what you used to be.
The past of you, catching up, catching you off guard and sending you into a world of misery,
The past eating away at your very being itself.

Sometimes you just want to relive your life...
Because in those times, whether it be two days ago, or ten years ago, you just want to fix whatever you screwed with.
Sometimes you just want to be the person you used to be.
Maybe this life wasn't meant for you.
What if you're living someone's dream while they rot away, wishing, hoping, brooding.

Perhaps we've all cheated death
Maybe some of us are meant to be dead by now.

Maybe some of us, just simply aren't good enough.

Maybe some of us, who think were doing good, are actually poisioning this world further,
What if were actually the bad guys.

What if we were brought into the world simply for the benefit of another? Maybe some of us are mere pigeons in a world full of doves.
Maybe some of us are just here to be the scum of the earth.

Maybe there is no purpose for life.
Maybe we are just sims.

What if were the game?

We are? We are not?

Nobody really has proof.

My mind goes into overdrive when its midnight ;-;

                                   Goodnight
                                           I really need to fucking sleep
                                                                           ~Your least favourite writer, Neonshadowwz

               #reallyneedtosleep #srslytho