"what the hell is jakes car doing here" i asked shawn,"i dont know maybe he was in on it all along" he said to me."no jake may have cheated but he wouldnt have killed my parents" i said.I told shawn to stay there and i slipped back into the house and went into the room where the banging was coming from and i peeked through the door and saw jake sitting there and i ran in."hold it right there girlie or jakey boy here will have a dot inbetween his eyes" i heard a man say.I froze where i was and let him carry on talking while i thought of a plan and when i had thought of it i sprang into action and punched the man in the face and he went down and i had a couple of minutes till he gained consiousness.
I untied jake and got him out of the chair,the man had gained consiousness and had grabbed the gun and i ran with jake in tow and then i heard the gun shoot and i turned and jake pushed me out of the way and the bullet peirced his stomach.I collapsed to the floor and tears streamed down my face "dont close your eyes jake dont close your eyes please" i cried whilst the salty tears were running down my cheeks.Jake coughed and raised his hand and put it on my cheek and wiped away the tears "dont cry,i want my last memory of you to be a happy smiling face" he said quietly."shhh shhh dont speak jake dont waste your energy, jake i love you so much you know when you were telling me how you felt complete ,well i feel the same and at first i didnt realize it and now its too late,jake dont close your eyes" i whispered "leigh" he said."jake i need you its going to be ok jake i promise, you will survive and then we will get married and have beautiful healthy babies and they will be handome boys that will look like their daddy and then we will watch them grow up and they will have their own babies and we will be there to guide them and we will both die a happy old couple warm in our beds," i said to him trying to make myself believe the words i was telling him."hold on jake please just hold on" i whispered to him crying badly.He coughed up blood and it smeared on his neck and chest,"i love you leigh and im scared" he said."you cant leave me jake you cant leave me i love you and i need you" i said to him.He coughed up more blood and then i watched as he said his last words "i love you leigh never forget me" he said."never i promise" i said to him and watched as the little life he had left drained from his eyes and then i knew he was dead.I clutched jakes body to me and cried for all the bottled up pain that i had encountered in my life.
As soon as jake was dead i felt a part of my heart die with him and i felt like i was only half of myself and that jake was literally my other half.I already missed him and yearned for his goofy smile and his sweet nature.He was the only one who had stood by me and i loved him so much and look where he had ended up.I am an angel of death wherever i am everyone that i care about dies i am a danger to everyone so i now think its best if i keep everyone away from me but i think that with shawn that would be a little hard so he would be the only one that i would allow in.
i cried whilst writing this and im sorry that i killed jake but i promise she gets happiness xxx
