I love popcorn thought i should let you guys knowxx
I woke up with shawns arms wrapped around my stomach.I took shawns hand and held them for a while when he woke up he asked me what i was doing,"holding your hand........it gives me comfort and if anything gives me comfort at the moment im holding on to it" i said to him,i got out of bed and went to the bathroom and showered and scrubbed my body till i could see blood going down the drain and when i felt like i was clean and i stepped out of the shower and got dressed in the bathroom.
When i went out shawn had fallen back asleep so i went over to him and pushed him out of the bed and when he fell on the floor i saw his six pack and his hot body."Have you finished staring at my wonderful body " shawn asked me and i went bright red "no i wasnt but i am now" i said back to him and i went downstairs and let shawn get dressed.
When shawn came back down i had made omlette for breakfast before we went to school and i put more firearms in my gun holders and then we left for school.When we arrived at school everyone was acting as if nishell hadnt died and that annoyed me but i kept it in or i would not stop feeling sad.
The day went by really slowly without jake so it didnt suprise me that people were whispering about him and how i apparently i killed him.Oh how they were so wrong i wanted to scream at them who killed jake was a peice of scum but then they would ask questions and then i would have to come clean about my past and then they would pity me and i dont want that.
I was in my last lesson of the day and i was looking at the clock waiting for it to end when i let out a big sigh."I saything bothering you ms ryder" the teacher asked sneering my name " as a matter of fact i fucking do your lesson is boring me to death and you are a bitch to everyone so please do the room a favour and piss off your killing my brain cells with your boringness" i said to her matter of factly."Thats it i have had enough get out of my class room" the teacher screamed at me her face turning red from fury."With fuckin pleasure miss" i said and i went to shawns class and told him the principle waned to see him and the teacher excused him and as we walked past the heads office shawn said "i thought that the head wanted to see me"."you gotta love a good excuse eh well we my friend are going to my house do you think your parents would let you crash at my house" i asked him "yeah they shouldnt mind but i have to go to my house before i come to yours so i can get my stuff" he said to me and we parted ways and when i got home i parked in the driveway and went in the house and started grabbed a coke and went into the front room and turned on the tele and the news came on and they showed a picture of jakes body being wheeled out of the house and i broke down crying and just then the door banged and i went and awnsered it and shawn gave me a hug as i cried into his shoulder " im gonna miss him so much and i dont know what in going to do with out him shawn" "i know leigh i know " shawn said to me and then i heard a voice that sent shivers down my spine "well isnt this cozy eh "
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