unwanted

part one of unwanted a tale of when a girl is in love with someone that the hole world is against because to everyone she is unwanted.

"Jamie im sorry...I didnt mean for it to..." I tried to explain but Jamie cut me off.

"of corse you didnt Janae you never do thats always your excuse...... why cant you take some responsibility just once Janae!" Jamie explained.

This was the first time Jamie ever spoken to me like this I really screwed up Jamie wouldnt even look at me.

All I wanted to do was crawl back home and get under my covers and cry until I died I didnt want someone I loved so much be so disapointed in me.

But I couldnt wait untill I got home it was to overwhelming I started crying right then and their on Jamie's huge comfortable bed I tried to muffle the sound but Jamie heard me but I could tell he heard me because he finally looked up at me.

Well thats progress.

"no baby please dont cry...I hate it when you cry" he said "im just tired...of things being like this I wish that they could just except you like I do"he continued.

"me to but they will never except me they hate me they never even really got to know me......and its all because of my dark skin!"I yelled.

"I know whats wrong with my parent's and this whole got damn town this isnt segregated times anymore they need to stop living as if it is!"Jamie screamed.

Jamie is a white upper class male and my boyfriend and im a lower class black girl and no one wants us together they think that im geting caught up in a world I dont belong in.

"you know that its not just me starting stuff Jamie I just felt threatend so I reacted'I said still upset about what had happened that bitch should of never said anything to me.

"yea I know but did you have to slap her"he asked.

"yes I did she was calling me a hoodrat.....im not a hood rat....am I"I replied confused.

He started laughing his smile started showing he had such an goregeous smile it was like a movie stars I especially loved his right dimple it was so cute.

"what why are you laughing?" I asked smiling to.

He came over and sat down next to me and looked me straight in the eye and said "I love you....I love everything about you your personality evrything"he said very passionately.

He kissed my forehead he was just so freaking cute "I love your everything to"I responded.

he smiled then we started leaning in for a kiss when suddenly the door to Jamie's bedroom busted open "Jamie here you are....and with this vermont" Jamies mother Clarise said.

"mom what the hell are you doing here?" he asked he stood up damn it I was about to get my mack on.

"the real question is what is this thing doing here"she replied I just rolled my eyes I wanted to go off but I did that earlier and it didnt end to well.

"mom she isnt a thing shes a human being...and I dont appreciate you disrespecting her" he explained.

"oh yea well what about me she slapped your cousin at the dinner table she has no respect"she replied.

"well if she didnt treat her like a peasent she wouldnt have got slapped" he responded.

I loved how Jamie always protected me no one else ever tried to protect me.