Her Insecurities🤧

he's not mine after all

As quietly walked to her last period of the day her eyes wonder looking around her at the different type of people around her..

As on Que of the bell she walked into the quiet but not too much noise classroom to noticed that all her classmates were standing on the wall out of curiosity she walked to Sabrina she said

Ky'la : Why is everybody standing on the wall ?

Sabrina:Mr.smith is rearranging the groups
Ky'la: okay

mr.smith: Ky'la , Chris , Shay &' don you all will be sat at a table together..

Ky'la looked at Chris and then the rest of their table sharers she had no problem sharing with because she only knew Chris and Shay but the problem was sitting with Chris...
She promised her she would stay away but how could she if he sat with her and chose to sit directly in front of her ?...

As Ky'la and the rest of her table mates sat down her and Shay started talking to them selfs lowly but loud enough for them to hear each other...
Shay asked Ky'la " Do you like Chris or something? "
Ky'la: No why do you ask ?
Shay: " ever since that day you sat on his lap , I've got the vibe that you like him in some way.. "
Ky'la: well no I don't he's just another classmate Shay
Shay: well okay..but just so tell you so you won't be hurt in the future he has a girlfriend already.. That's why everybody looked like that when you was sitting on his lap the other day Ky'la..
Ky'la: well thinks for telling me but me liking Chris is the furthest thing from my mind...

Ky'la sat there In that very moment she felt stupid, betrayed , even hurt but most of all jealous but why ? Because he was never Hers to start with or because she felt like she was used for his entertainment  either way she liked it but knew it was wrong for her to have that feeling..

( Following day ) 

As Ky'la walked to lunch by her self head stuffed into her book so caught up in it she didn't realize that she was about to into somebody but right on time she fell directly into another person and with her the book fell also...

Ky'la: oh I'm so sorry for bumping in to you i was into my book that i didn't notice 

Vez: It's alright i should have paid attention also so it's really honestly not your fault...

Ky'la: well sorry again

Vez: Honestly it's alright I'm Vez by the way I have never seen you until a couple weeks ago when we were testing but i was scared to actually talk to you...

                 Vez awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck as he looked the other direction 

Ky'la: Oh yea we were testing together i remember you now and really? and I'm Ky'la nice to meet you Vez.

As Ky'la looked at Vez and Vez looked at Ky'la , they shared this look..A look Ky'la never shared with anyone not even Chris . 

It wasn't that burning sensation that Chris gave her but it was warmth and comfort something she yearned for a while..Vez looked at her and realized that he wanted to know more than just her beauty and her name but the her hidden behind that book and those eyes that looked entirely lost but yet found...

That little bump they had turned into something more a friendship that blossomed into beautiful rose...

Vez: Well i know this might be weird but your beautiful and seem intriguing can i get to know you ?

Ky'la looked at him and wondered if he leave if he really knew she wasn't intriguing just a walking time bomb ready to do damage to burn and destroy everything in her path but he gave her a feeling she couldn't describe..

                                (Time skip )

The next couple of weeks Ky'la and Vez grew closer , Talking everyday in school , hugging in the halls , Vez walking her to class and the conversations they would text about.

As Vez looked at his phone and Ky'la's name he realized he liked her and wanted to show her that she wasn't what she saw in her self but the most precious thing he ever came across... Vez promised his self he would tell Ky'la that he liked her at school because saying to her face and showing her his emotions were best then a text he wanted her and he was going to get her...

( The following day in school )

Ky'la Pov

AS Ky'la walked to class with shay she smiled thinking about Vez she liked him but didn't think he would like her i mean look at her ? she thought to her self i'm just boring Ky'la nothing special ...

Shay: Earth to Ky'la ( Shay waved her hand in Ky'la's face )

Ky'la: Oh my bad i was just thinking about something but what were you saying ?

Shay: Never mind but what were you thinking ?

Ky'la: Honestly Vez

Shay: Ouu girl i know you liked him and  he's a good guy Ky'la you should go for it honestly 

Ky'la: I know but do you think he'll like me or does ?

as shay laughed and Ky'la looked at her liked she lost her mind here she was asking a serious question and she laughed in her face

Shay: Girl you must be blind to not see the way Vez looks at you or how having a simple conversation about him puts a smile on your face that boy likes you girl 

Ky'la: Really ? i don't see how look at me I'm just plain no excitement here  I'm just Ky'la Moonre 

Shay looked at Ky'la liked she said the most stupidest thing in the world

Shay: You my best friend and girl i love you but what you just said was the dumbest thing i have ever heard...You're the most kindest person i have ever met so what you stay with your grandma that's your parents lost , but those insecurity's gone be your downfall you're beautiful Ky'la you may not see it but trust me Vez definitely does  and so do i ...

Ky'la felt like she had the greatest friend in the world..

Ky'la: Thanks shay if it wasn't for you i wouldn't know what to do in situations like this i'm grateful for you  and this friendship..

As shay walked to the lunch line and Ky'la sat down looking around the cafeteria she looked for that tall redskin boy with the two diamond earrings in his ear and that big head..

As she finally saw him she looked at him while a smile tugged at the side of her face he brightens her day even if it's just by walking he does something to her and she couldn't understand it but she didn't want to either...

Vez made his way over to Ky'la he smiled and thought how could he tell her he wanted her from the first day he laid eyes on her till the present time now he didn't know but he just came out and said it even if he thought she wouldn't like him back 

Vez: Ky'la i don't know how you may take this but i like you 

Ky'la looked at vez and realized she stressed and he actually did like her to

Ky'la: Vez i like you too since the day we bumped each other 

As they look at each other they laughed and hugged Vez finally got his girl and he as worried for nothing because she wanted him to...