Don't Let Me Be Gone~A Tythan Story

Today's the day

*Ethan's POV*

I can't wait for today. Today's the day I'm finally moving to LA to live with Mark and Tyler. It still blows my mind that I even met Markiplier and now I get to live with him and his friend Tyler...this all seems so surreal.

I already have all my stuff packed which took me roughly four days to finally decide what I'm taking and what I'm leaving at home. My dad doesn't want me to leave, the sad thing is, is that he said if I leave he will disown me. Sounds pretty severe but me and him never got along. I was an accident baby and what's even worse is that he does abuse me. Which is another reason why I want to leave so badly. I'm finally 18 so it doesn't matter what I do he wouldn't be able to do anything about my actions.

My friend Robin pulled up to my house to drop me off at the airport. "Hey man, I can't believe this is actually happening to you." He gave me the biggest smile until he hugged me. I hugged back and replied, "Me either, this seems insane and I'm going to miss you so much." He giggles, "As long as you Skype me daily, you can do whatever your little heart desires."

I grab my two suitcases and put them in the trunk followed by closing it. I sit in the passengers seat as Robin starts the car. We didn't talk through out the whole car ride, which sucks because this is the last time I'll see him for a while. We finally got to the airport and said our goodbyes. It was pretty bland. All he said was to contact him everyday before he said goodbye.

I grabbed my suitcases and headed inside. After waiting for 35 minutes, I could fianlly board my flight. I shoot Mark a quick text.

Ethan: Just got on the plane see you in eighteen hours!

After a while of sitting, I realized only roughly fourty people were on the plane. I didn't mind because now I had two extra seats to myself.

I plugged my earbuds in a slowly fell asleep.

I wake up to a girl waking me up. "Excuse me sir, the flight just landed." I gave her a nod and stood up. My knees felt weak, but it's probably because I slept for a good eighteen hours. I shoot Mark another quick text.

Ethan: Just landed, hope yo see you soon.

Mark: We're already here. Meet us my the baggage claims.

Ethan: Alright.

I'm shocked that they got here so early.

I scoot my way to the baggage claim which took me a good ten minutes to find.

Once I finally got there I was met with red haired Mark, and extremely tall Tyler.

"There you are dork! We thought you got lost." I couldn't help but giggle to Tyler's remark. He always makes me laugh.

I grabbed my bags and settled them on the floor to get a better grip. "Hey, let me and Mark help." I smiled and let them both carry my suitcases. I felt helpless which sucked but they offered.

We got to the car and they put my bags in the trunk. Mark was driving, Tyler was in passenger, and I was in the back.

The guys and I just talked about video ideas and how life was going so far.

Terrible until now, thanks for asking. I thought.

We finally got to the house which was a pretty decent size. Everyone had there own room, the kitchen and living room was pretty big too.

Tyler showed me to my room as we both rolled my stuff in. "Hey Tyler, do you guys mind if I take a nap? I'm kind of jet lagged even though I slept most of the time. He looked up, "Of course it's nine in the afternoon anyway."

I looked over at the time. Wow, I didn't even realize. "Thank you." After that he slowly closed my door to avoid being loud.

I suddenly feel really sad. I know I should be thankful, like I am thankful to be here with them, but I don't know how to handle my emotions well. Like, there's some I can hide very well, like being sad or depressed. But I can't hide my fears. I have a lot of fears since my past with my mother.

I slowly roll up my sleeves to be seen with scars and cuts. I traced my fingers over the cuts on my arms. I did have urges, but I decided to fight them. I grabbed my anti depressants and sleeping pills and popped the correct dosage in my mouth.

I grab my clothes out of my suitcase and set both of my suitcases in my closet. I grab my clothes and quickly put my pajamas on. Setting my dirty clothes into the other side of my closet, I walked over and turned out my light and layed down.

I was left alone with my thoughts.

I then fall asleep to stained tears upon my cheeks.