Tyler, Please Save Me From Myself

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*Ethan's POV*

I've been feeling worse. I need to tell someone. I'm just afraid of being judged, but it's not like they never knew. I guess I'm just afraid of them being disappointed in me.

It's really late at night. I haven't been taking my pills for a couple weeks and I'm feeling emotionally and physically exhausted. I just want to sleep forever, what's wrong with that?

It's two in the morning and I can't sleep. No matter how strong my insomnia pills are, I just can't sleep tonight. There's too many thoughts running through my head to where I can't get settled.

"I need to tell someone." I whisper to myself. I know if I don't tell anyone then I will do even worse. I need to tell Tyler.

Maybe tomorrow.

I lay down on my bed and try to sleep once again.

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*Tyler's POV*

"Let me go please."

I hear quiet sobs coming from the room right next to mine.
Ethan's room, to be exact.
I looked over at the clock. What? It's three in the morning? Fucking hell.

I slowly get out of bed and quietly walk to Ethan's room. The sobs got louder.

I open the door to see Ethan fast asleep. He's tossing and turning, sweat covered him, and he's whispering to himself. He must be having a nightmare.

I went to leave but quickly heard something come from the blue haired boys mouth.

"Just k-kill me p-please, i-it will be b-better then s-suffering in s-silence."

It was barley above a whisper. His sobs grew louder until I walked over and tried to wake him up.

I shook him a little bit but nothing. I shook him a little harder until he woke up in full panic.

"P-please, d-dont hurt me." he quickly covered his face.

"Ethan, it's me, T-Tyler."

He quickly uncovered his face and pulled me into a hug and started sobbing.

"You're not getting better, are you?" It hurt me to say it, but wasn't it the truth.

"Can we please talk about it tomorrow?" He was so distressed so I agreed.

"I don't care what you say, but I am staying with you tonight, I care too much about you."

He gave me a quick thank you as I climbed into bed with him.

After I heard the slight snoring coming from him, I wrap my arm around his waist to where I was now snuggling into him.

"I love you so much Ethan." I whisper as I drifted off to sleep.

*Ethan's POV*

Did I just hear that right? And did Tyler just snuggle up against me?

I'm blushing extremely hard as I hear the snoring coming from his nose.

Did he just confess his love to me? I'm probably just hearing things. I shouldn't get my hopes up.

I roll over to where I'm now facing a asleep Tyler as he's holding my waist pulling me closer.

I wrap my arm over his arm and to his back and think to myself, "This is the closest I'll ever get to thinking I could ever date Tyler."

I actually fell asleep.

And I didn't have a nightmare.

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