(hiatus) paralyzed + m.yg

Part 7 ; Connected

Today is Thursday and here Yoongi is. He's bewildered. His eyes looking straight at the dishes he's about to wash in front of him. He offered himself to wash the dishes. He wants to do it anyway. He only wants to live his life, again.

But then he's in silence again. He thinking about some things happened last night.

* flashback *

Yoongi's heart aches again as he left her. He enters his room, not replying Namjoon at all and lock his own room.

Again, he needs his own time.

Just, seeing Youngjoo changed so much and going amnesia is hurting him more. Somewhere of his body hurts.

The memories of his past with Youngjoo suddenly plays on his brain like a films. He remember her smile, the way they hold hands, the way Yoongi melts her in his hug

And he remember how much he loves her.

"But then you left me without any hints?"

"And now you appear in front of me without any reaction like- all of those never happened?" Yoongi pulls his hair roughly.

Then he opens his container and found a polaroid photo underneath the other papers on the container.

Then he laughs a bit. One step to his madness. But in the other side, his eyes slowly got teary.

"AARRGHH!!"

Yoongi screams frustately. He screams as loud as he can. Tears are falling out. But all of those really, really doesn't matter for him at all.

He started to stratchs his arms strongly, just like he usually do when he really, really frustated. It has been his bad habit.

"Do you really have to go like this?"

Yoongi looks at the polaroid photo. That was the latest polaroid photo of them and he begin to cry again.

"Please, please come back, please." Yoongi sobs.

"Youngjoo-ya..." and he begin to laugh and cry at same time uncontrollably.

He often thinks, when did he stop thinking about her so he won't hurt again?

Besides, he really missed her.

* flashback ended *

Yoongi look straight on his front side with a bitter look. He didn't realize that the water from the pipe still flows out.

"Ah- Hyung!" Someone yells suddenly and it makes Yoongi came back at the real world.

He glances and he sees Rowoon, who is now quickly turn the pipe off. The water is about to flood but thankfully it's not.

Rowoon looks at Yoongi in disbelief, "You only stared it without doing anything."

"Aigoo, did you just offered yourself to watch the water flows out?" Rowoon continues.

Yoongi chuckles bitterly, "I'm so sorry. My mind was somewhere else just now. I'll clean this things."

Rowoon only sighs, and then he decided to go back to his spot again.

Rowoon is also a worker here. But yesterday he left cafè early so Yoongi only see him just now.

Yoongi finished his things fastly and neatly. Since the dirty plates, glasses and others are not much.