(hiatus) paralyzed + m.yg

Part 5 ; Never will

Namjoon dropped his jaw. Just being super honest, this is the very normal Yoongi he ever seen.

"What? Give up? For her?" Namjoon asks.

Yoongi nods, "Why? I have no clue about her anyway."

Namjoon winced, try to thinking. Okay, Namjoon is half relieved that Yoongi will stop searching and waiting for her so his cousin won't hurt anymore. But in the other side, he still can't clearly understand.

"B-but hyung, after this two- i'm sorry but may i talk the truth to you? Would you feel offended?"

Yoongi nods slowly, "Hm, just talk as you want. I don't really care anyway."

Namjoon shrieks slowly, "He even doesn't feel burdened about that?"His mind talks.

"Okay, about these two years, you never give up or even give a signal that you're give up. The only one moment that will make you smile- even you smile bitterly, it was always at around 6PM when you're about to go."

"... And i'm sure there must be something two days ago, when you go home faster. Just tell me."

Yoongi sighs roughly, "That's none of your business."

Namjoon move his body closer, "Hyung, i'm being honest and i'm serious. You only can talk about your problems with me. Since i'm the only one family you have and so do me, i only have one family here, and it's you."

"You already said that earlier." Yoongi replies lazily as he rolls his eyes.

"Just tell me, hyung. We can share our problems together."

Yoongi still keep silent. His eyes focused on the table, not on the cellphone now.

Yoongi scratch his head.

"Later. I'll tell you later, Joon. I'll go check once again and i'll tell you." Then Yoongi stands up, go to his own room, leave Namjoon who still not understand even with his last words just now.

*****

Yoongi already choose a workplace for him. He's going to apply job on a café. Since he'd ever work on a café even though in a short times.

He have two choices he pick, the first one is a Café named S'Vard. And the second one is Myeongbum.

And now, here he is. Yoongi is right in front of S'Vard's door. He borrowed Namjoon's motorcycle. Today Namjoon didn't work, the english course Namjoon works at have many teachers too so it is always changed. Namjoon for Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday only, like that.

Yoongi breathes nervously. He tidy up his black t-shirt, and he breathe once again, and he comes in the Café.

"Welcome!" A girl welcomed him warmly. Yoongi smiles awkwardly.

"Excuse me? Where is the boss?" Yoongi asks to the girl.

The girl quickly points out on where the boss is. She points the table on the corner of the Café.

"Ah, i see. Thankyou very much." Yoongi nods, and he walks to the boss. The boss is also a woman, with a wealthy look. She wears a- hard to describe. Is she here for held a party or what?

The woman looks at the outside through the window.

"Uh.. Excuse Me." Yoongi interrupts as he look the bossㅡeven she wears a black eyeglasses, Yoongi doesn't sure if he looks her into her eyes or not.

The woman first didn't realized Yoongi- kept looking at the outside. Then Yoongi clears his throat. Then the woman finally realized Yoongi's existence.