Didn't edit this bc yolo.
A/N: holy shiet, 4000 reads. That's fucking amazing. Thank you! Also, I'm really sorry but this chapter may be quite short...
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18: Getting The Call
*A DAY BEFORE THE ACCIDENT WITH PHOENIX AT SCHOOL*
Andy's P.O.V.
"Thank you!" I yelled into my microphone, getting a loud roar of nothingness. I put on a fake smile; I have been sad since I left Phoenix, not because the sad girlfriend-boyfriend thing, it's just because I call, text and Skype her every single day and she doesn't answer. Sometimes she will say that's she is okay, but I never believe her.
I drop the microphone and slump off the stage, head down. Sighing, I pick up my phone to see if Phoenix called; nope. I lock it and slip it into my pocket, then walking to the bus. I keep my head down and walk to the back of the bus.
I walked into the bathroom and peeled off my clothes, shoes and the small amount of makeup I had on from before. I walk out with only my boxer briefs on and slip into my bunk. It's about 3pm, and we get back home around... I don't know. I get out of my bunk to ask the driver, Ron. "When do we get back to Cali?" The guys entered the bus, "um, about... 4 hours...?" Ron answered unsure. I nodded and headed back to my bunk and fell into a sad sleep.
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"ANDY, WE'RE AT YOUR HOUSE!" Ron shouted. I groaned and sat up, going to the living area. No one was there; I was the last one to get dropped off? I grabbed my stuff, put my pants on, walked off the bus and said bye to Ron. With my hands full I walked to my front door, unlocked it and walked in.
I headed straight to my room and fell asleep. But before I texted Phoe a 'goodnight love'. Hopefully she'll see it.
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I woke up to the sound of my phone. keeping my eyes closed I reached over to the my bedside table. "Hello?" I groggily said.
"Andy!" Right away I knew it was Phoenix's mom, "come to the hospital, quick!" She yelled.
My eyes opened and went wide, then Debbie, Phoe's mom, continued but this time whispered. "Its Phoenix." Then their ended. I jumped our of my bed feeling cold air taking over my body, got some jeans and a shirt. I pulled them on, grabbed my keys and ran for my car.
Driving- no, speeding down the street, I realize I'll get pulled over. I didn't slow down but only drove faster. I soon got to the hospital, I parked, ran into the building. "Is Phonix Emerson here?!" I shouted at the nurse at the front desk, she looked startled. The nurse then started typing a few things in her computer, "um yes, room 256 floor 3," I ran off yelling a quick 'thanks'.
I didn't bother waiting for the elevator I just ran straight for the stairs, this whole time I've been sweating but I didn't care. My girlfriend is in the damn hospital for God sakes!
I ran up the stairs until I got to the 3rd level. '250, 251, 252, 253, 254, 255 and 256,' I counted in my head looking at the numbers in the doors. I ran in the door to see Debbie holding Phoenix's hand with her head down. I could slightly hear her cry. She looked up, yeah she was crying. "Andy! you're here."
"What happened to Phoe?" I asked worried.
Debbie first hesitated but then spoke, "she was hurt, she somehow hit her head really bad, she broke two ribs and a puncher in her stomach. No one knows who did this to her." She said as I walked over to the other side of Phoenix. "Awh, sweetie, you're crying." Debbie gave me a sad smile, wait, in crying. I wiped the tear away and look at Phoenix in the small silence.
Phoenix looked dead; there were many bruises on her face and arms, her hair was fading and she was white as snow. What really happened to her?
I sat there staring at Phoenix and Debbie, what in the hell am I going to do without Phoenix? She was my rock; during the earlier days in the tour she talked to me everyday and it made me so happy... Well happy enough. But later into the tour when she didn't talk as much so I got depressed. I lost the energy I had on stage, I didn't want to go anywhere. I felt lost.
Oh Phoenix, how I miss you.
*A WEEK LATER*
I hadn't left the hospital, in my eyes I didn't have a reason to, but everyone says I stink and I need a shower, that I need to sleep because I've barely gotten any in the last week or that I need to eat. I don't get hungry, I do get tried but I can't close my eyes. In restless.
Everyone has come to see Phoenix- CC, Jinxx, Ashley, Jake and Jeanette is trying her best to get here. Debbie didn't get around to telling her until yesterday. Debbie has been here the whole time, just like me. But she goes home to shower or to get food. She tries to get me to eat by bringing me some food like ham and cheese sandwiches or a bowl of soup. I have taken a few biteds out of the food but never that much.
Debbie was gone right now getting food, it's about 1:00 around lunch. So I know Debbie is going to bring me food. Sigh. "Sweetie?" I nurse knocks on the door snapping me out of my gaze at Phoenix's face. I turned to the nurse, she looked around 50, gray strands of hair around her roots whilst the rest of her hair is a caramel colour.
"Yeah?" I said softly yet weak.
"I really think you need to go take a shower of eat, I've been looking after Phoenix for the past week, and all this time I've seen you here. Please go get some rest, if you don't want to leave I'll let you use my pass so you can take a shower and sleep in one of the beds." She walked up to me handing me her pass. I hesitantly took the little plastic card out of her and. I asked if she was sure, which I was replied with a 'of course you can!'
I kissed Phoenix's forehead and whispered a small 'I love you, forever and always'. A tear escaped my eye when I left the room, I kept my head down following the directions the nurse, which I found out her name is Sarah. I entered a room with two twin beds and a small bathroom. I took a shower first then fell into a restless sleep.
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I sat in the hospital, but it didn't really look like a hospital; the walls didn't look white and the halls and other rooms were darker than normal. I stood up from the little bed and walked into the hallway, no one was there, so I called down the hall; no answer. I began to walk down the hallway. All the doors are closed but at the end of the hallway I see a big bright light. The light looks so attracting, I begin to walk towards it then realize the light is coming from Phoenix's room. I walk though the door looking around until I lay my eyes on her.
"Hello Andy," Phoenix smiles brightly. My confused face blooms a big smile as I run up to her and give her a big hug. She is wearing a white, flowy dress, her hair is curled reaching a little longer than her collar bone.
"Phoenix!" I yell happily then kissing her. "I missed you such Phoe," I truthfully say.
"I miss you too," she smiles kissing me again but holding the kiss longer. This is the best feeling ever.
Phoenix pulled away and started to talk, "Andy you need to wake up, I have a surprise for you."
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I shot out up from the little bed with happiness filled in my body, pulled on my shirt and ran to Phoenix's room. Debbie was sleeping on the couch with a tear stained face. Phoenix was still laying the same way on her bed, my happiness died out and I sat next to her bed on the stupid little chair I've been sitting in for the past week. I ran my fingers though my hair waiting for Phoenix's 'surprise'... even if there is one.
I heard a zombie-like groan, I lifted my head up to see Phoenix. She looked the same but she didn't at the same time. Her lips were dry and her eyes have the crusties stuff at the corner of her eyes. I started in disbelief. "Phoenix." I breathed.
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(A/N: waddup bitchessssss, so now you know Andy has been depressed. Yeah, so I think it's pretty crappy because people talk or make some sort of movement before they wake right? Well that's what I though. Sorry).
Title credit: The Sadness Will Never End by Bring Me The Horizon
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