Fighting Feelings {COMPLETED?}

wasted time

Tiana's POV:
I got home took off my shoes went upstairs and grabbed some pj's took a shower then went back to my room and just laid down. Normally I would go down stairs and fix me something to eat and watch some TV. But today I didn't feel like doing that. I wasn't in the mood for it I guess. All I could think about were the things that have happened over the last few days. It was a lot, and it was over whelming. But I can't show it. I just don't understand how I let one human being ruin my life. First they break my heart then start stealing one of the most important people of my life away. It just isn't fair, I just don't get it. A couple minutes later I decided that I didn't want to be awake anymore because the same thoughts kept running through my head and I didn't have time for it. So I just did what I had did last night. I went and grabbed two sleeping pill and went down stairs and poured me some water and swallowed them went back upstairs and went to sleep without a care in the world.
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Beep
Beep
Beep
My alarm clock went off. I got up brushed my teeth and my hair. put on some clothes. Then went downstairs to eat something. I then looked out the window and saw that it was raining and I was not about to walk in that. So I dialed Hailey's number. It rang twice then I heard her pick up
"Hello"
"Hey, do you think you can give me a ride to school today because its raining pretty hard and I don't think I can walk in it"
"Jalyn was supposed to be picking me up to school today, sorry"
"Oh"
That felt like a someone just shot me in my chest.
"I mean, I can ask him to swing by and pick you up if you want"
"No, no its alright I totally understand"
"Oh, ok by"
I couldn't stand to be in the car with him and all the way to school at that.
I can't believe that just happened. She chose him over me. I'm supposed to be her best friend. I'm trying my best to let this slid and say its all in the head but I know deep down inside that its not. Ugh, I can't believe this. Its no point in stressing over it. I have to get to school. I grab and umbrella and a change of cloths for when I get to school. I start to walk and then a car rides past me and next thing I know water is all over me. I don't know how this day could get any worse.
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About 25 minutes later I reach the school. I see Jalyn and Hailey hugged up by the lockers. Then her gaze meets mine. She rushes over to me.
"Oh my god, Tiana what happened"
"I had to walk, remember"
I say through gritted teeth
"Oh yea"
"Baby come back right here I wasn't finished talking to you"
"Bye tiana I'll see you in class"
She did it again. She did it again. She ditched me for that dick face over there. I'm to wet to be mad right now. I walk to the bathroom and change my cloths before class starts. When I had Finished changing I made my way to 1st period. I walk in and see Hailey waving for me to come over. I'm so tempted to walk away and sit somewhere else but I don't feel like being petty today. I walk over to her and sit down. Then class started.
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The bell ring signaling that class was over. We walk out together. Only to find Jalyn waiting for us. Well more like for"Hailey".
"Hey sweet cheeks, wanna leave for the lunch period and go get something to eat and come back"
"I would lo-"
"Hailey!"
"What?"
"I'm tired of you doing this to me"
"Doing what?"
"Don't play dumb, you keep choosing him over me when I'm your best friend"
"Well he's my boyfriend, and your just mad because you don't like him, well I do and your just going to have to live with that"
"I know that you like him, but I'm just tired of you giving him all your time and just forgetting me like I'm chopped liver or some shit like that"
"Oh my god, you are just jealous that he loves me and not you, and that you know he will never love you because he loves me and you mean nothing to him because your not good enough for him" I could see the look of hate in her eyes. I don't know what happened to the Hailey I once knew and loved. but this was not her. I guess its true what they say. People change people. And I can't do a damn thing to change that. I was hurt. I was hurt by the two people that I had loved the most. That I trusted would be by my side for life. I gave them my time and they wasted it and This was time that I couldn't get back. And I can't change what happened, the decisions people made, or the ones I made. I put all my trust in people and they just abuse it. They take advantage of it. My heart is my weak spot and that's something that I can't change. Because that's just the type of person that I am. I tend to keep making the same mistake over and over again no matter how many times it happens to me. I always try to see the good in people and that's the part that causes me to get hurt.

Hey, this chapter was really deep. Find out what happens between Hailey, Tiana and Jalyn next in chapter 6. Vote. Bye loves.