I returned Katy's mirror and she was still a little excited before I broke the mood,I'm not meeting her like nothing happened so I figured that I should get this done fast because even I can't just erase my feelings after a break up right away like any other person who truly loved someone even if maybe she didn't actually love me back. I'm going to face this problem and settle it for sure,if I can't even handle this then how would THAT would.And this isn't even a date we've always been to and enjoy.
"Katy...jokes over,we didn't come here to have a date or anything.We came here to talk" I have to be a tough and cold guy now,I got hurt and I'm not going to treat it like nothing.
"..."Katy stared at me in silence.
"So? Why did you call me here for? Don't beat around the bush..." I wanted to get it over with fast.It still stings when I look at her.
"So um..." She couldn't look straight at me and seemed somewhat fidgety.
"Spill it" I ordered her coldly,though it might not seem like me but what can I do...It still feels like I'll hold on if I don't push her away.
"Alright,so my friend saw you yesterday and sent me a picture." She started to explain.
Is she perhaps worried about me? Or something? Apologize maybe? I started guessing all sorts of possibilities. False hope?I know.
"And then?" But to be honest I was curious,so much that I wanted to hear everything even if I wanted to leave as soon as possible.
"Who...who we're you with?" I didn't know how to react when she said that but her eyes were staring straight at me either dead serious or with curiosity.
"Why'd you ask? They were just guys I met yesterday...I guess..." I thought about THEM immediately when we first met again yesterday so I wasn't really half-lying when I said I met them yesterday right?...
"Ohhhh" She said in an understanding kind of voice.
"So they really were them..." I heard her whisper but honestly I couldn't make up what she said,I won't ask either unless she tells me,I didn't want to seem eager so I just let my curiosity slide and let it wonder and let her continue.
"The reason I really called you out here is because I wanted to apologize for yesterday." She continued with an oddly wide smile that seemed somehow wrong so even if she apologized I don't really know why I can't even trust that,maybe because we've broken up that I've become suspicious of things not that I have a reason to now.For me it looked just like a suspicious and insincere apology.
"It's okay,I'm past it...so? That's it? If that's it I'm leaving" I wanted to get out of there as soon as possible,it seemed weird to stay longer with the atmosphere I'm feeling.
"No no no,wait a minute Midori-chan,what I'm trying to say is I actually didn't mean those things yesterday." She slightly touched my hand but I began to feel weirder,her smile is creeping me out and her touch feels disgusting it's driving me crazy and I don't know why.
"Are you trying to get back with me? Because if you are I'm sorry but I'm going to say no. The way you easily said to break up isn't something I would even dream of doing,if you're thinking about second chances I gave them to you a long time ago and a lot more of other chances you didn't even care about." I just let myself go at that moment,I didn't even notice what I was saying but it felt the weight on my shoulders getting lighter so I thought I must've said what I wanted to say.
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That Certain Thing Called Fate
RandomA person who meets his ex-girlfriend's favorite band isn't very happy for they are the sole reason he broke up with his first love,first girlfriend and first everything. However,there's a twist,he becomes friends with them and finds out about why he...
