Closure ~Asking Alexandria Love Story ~

Chapter Ten - A Single Moment of Sincerity

I was wearing what  I wore to the show. We parked the bus down the road of a extremely popular club, the guys seemed to be regulars. 

"The plan Shaney, right, is to get you so fucking drunk, you won't remember a thing!" Danny held my cheeks and gave me a flirty smile.

"Bring it!" I grinned. What on earth was I getting myself into!

As always Danny ordered us a tray of shots to get us going, I downed mine and shook my head in utter disgust, this was ten times worse than what we'd normally drink. 

Round two, more shots,  we all went through about 10 shots each, they were killers!

Ben bought me a bottle of Jack Daniels, just a small one, about the size of a coke bottle, I didn't even know they made those, I drank it while bobbing my head to the music. 

Asking Alexandria was playing. Nobody Don't Dance No More.

Danny grabbed my hand and whisked me onto the packed dancefloor, JD still in hand. He pressed his chest against me, towering over me. "You're still looking hot as ever" he shouted over the music. 

"Don't look too bad yourself" I slurred. Oh god, the alcohol was in my system, now I was becoming a major disaster. Whatever you do, don't draw attention to yourself. 

"Wahey" he winked at me, twirling me around and singing to his own bands song.

 I began to sway along with him. He pulled me closer with is hands on my waist. Fuck he smelt so good. Why did they all smell so good?!

"I'm gonna win that bet" he smirked swaying my hips with his.

"Piss off" I grinned, I had one arm around his neck and the other holding my drink. 

He tickled me on my waist and made me press myself against him. "It's a shame" he said. "If I didn't have so much respect for you, I'd be fucking you right now" he scoffed.
I didn't know whether to take that as a compliment or not.

"Wow, you're a man of words Danny!" I chuckled.

"Seriously, I don't tend to have respect for much girls to be honest" He shook his head and laughed to himself.
"Well that's harsh" I raised my eyebrows to him.
"No no, I don't have respect for the girls that come back stage begging for a shag, I mean great you know I get to do them but jesus fucking christ it is really shit sometimes, see with you, I have so much respect for you because you respect yourself, you're not waiting in a line to fuck someone because they're a rockstar, I'm not saying they don't have respect for sleeping around but fucking hell, they hardly have none if they only wanna do it with a rockstar you know?" he groaned.
"Danny?"  I smiled. 
"Yeah?"
"The fuck you talking about?"
"Fuck knows!" he laughed.

He dragged me back to the bar and ordered me another drink. God I think I'll die from alcohol poisoning. 

-Danny Worsnop POV-

I wanted her, I really fucking wanted her. Shaney. Sexy, gorgeous, perfect, amazing, beautiful, that's what she was. I wanted her. 
I guess I had to get in line, Ben seems to be close with her, and god knows what James thinks of her.

I bought her another drink, pure vodka.

"Drink up" I smiled, we clinked our glasses together and went and joined the lads. I sat down on the couch and pulled her back on my knee, wrapping my arms around her waist, never wanting to let go. 

"Er, what do you think you're doing?" she smirked. She could hardly stay still she was already drunk!
"Giving you a seat?" I grinned. She fell off my knee and fell softly into the space between me and Ben.

"Hey there pretty cheeks" Ben smirked pulling her onto the couch properly.
I felt like pushing him off the couch. Why? Because I was jealous that's why. I couldn't really say anything because she wasn't mine. It would unfair. 

"You guys, are so awesome!" she slurred waving her arms about. "No really, you are, you've made me feel so warm and fluffy inside" she sang.

"And Ben!" she began "I love you Ben my best fucking mate!" she pulled him into a tipsy headlock and rubbed her knuckles on his head. I think she has had well enough to drink.

"Oh Danny, my hairy Danny" she slurred. "Where would I be without you and your bets ay?" 

"Shaney we've made one bet you dope?" I chuckled. 

"I don't care, you're my fucking man!" she smiled.

Whatever she meant by that I didn't care, she had me. 

-James Cassells POV-

I couldn't stand it, I couldn't. I got up and fucked off somewhere. The bar. I sat there, a brunette made her way over to me. I wanted to feel something, anything. 

"Hi I'm James" I smiled. 

"Cassie" she smiled.

"Great" I grinned. "Wanna get out of here?"

"Sure"

I grabbed her hand and took her straight out of the club and back to the bus. 

-Shaney's POV-

Everything was blurry and fucked, I couldn't walk properly. 

"I feel like i'm gonna puke" I groaned, my head on Danny's shoulder. 

"Where's James?" Ben asked.

"Probably back at the bus" Sam said.

"Come on then twats, let's take princess puke back to the bus" Danny cheered. He picked me up and carried me out of the club. I felt like i was half dead.

Danny put me down outside the bus doors, I was just about capable of walking, I barged through the door. 

I could hear moaning. Panting. I walked down the isle, and there was James, pinning a brown haired girl against the wall. Right in front of my eyes. Wow.

"Shit!" James dropped her and pulled his boxers up. "Fuck I didn't know youse were coming back!" he shrieked

Danny, Ben, Sam and Cam were all crying laughing. 

"Did you give her one from me?" Ben giggled. 

The brunette ran out of the tour bus straight away. 

I was disgusted pretty much, I had lost all respect for James, I know he wasn't mine, but he shouldn't act the way he does with me, if he's going to be like that with someone else. 

"I'm going to bed" I said, emotionless.

Before I could make it to my bunk, I ran to the bathroom quickly, puking up all the shit inside me. Ben came rushing in. 

"Shit Shaney!" he gasped. He held my hair back and rubbed my back. I felt like crap. Ben helped me up and got me undressed. I was surprised that he didn't try anything. He pulled one of his affliciton shirts out of his drawer and helped put it on me, he then helped me into my bunk. I was upset, numb, again. 

It wasn't the fact that I witnessed James fucking someone else, it was the fact that the night before he was cuddling me, singing me to sleep, keepig my nightmares away, making me almost fall for him. It was the fact that he did make me fall for him again. But it's gone away, what little respect I had for him had died. Ben was crouched next to my bunk staring at me. "Ben?"  I sniffled.
"Yeah Shaney?"
"Will you sleep with me tonight?" I hesitated.
"Sure thing" he smiled. He pulled his shirt off, then his pants, shoes, socks, and climbed into my bunk, he pulled me close and kissed my forehead. "Did seeing James with..that girl..hurt?"
I nodded. "Like a bitch" I sighed.
"Goodnight Ben" i held in the tears, but failed, Ben must of felt them because he held me closer, tighter.
"Goodnight baby girl" he breathed into my hair. 

Baby girl, Ben Bruce called me Baby Girl, what?