Imperfect. | Nymphadora Tonks.

Chapter three.

Nymphadora sighed when she walked into her apartment. She remembered her fight with Remus. She wanted to cry but she also wanted to be strong. She decided to go out, to forget everything for one night. She changed her outfit into a black dress. Her brown hair wasn't brushed, as alwsys but it looked good. When she was done she left her apartment to go to a bar.

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Remus ordered another whiskey and tried to continue reading his book. 'Come on Tonks! Let's dance, you're the one who wanted to go out!' Remus looked at the woman. She was wearing a short dress with high heels. Her hair was still brown and she looked sad, but drunk. 'I'll get you some water, you're drunk.' Her friend walked away and Tonks looked at Remus. 'And what are you doing here Remus?' She asked. Remus was surprised she was talking to him. 'I can ask you the same question, you're drunk.' 'I'm not.' She said. 'Do you wanna dance?' She asked him. Remus looked at her, confused. Tonks was smiling. 'Come on Remus, don't act like this. Have some fun in your life.' Tonks grabbed his hand. They were standing in the middle of the dance floor. Tonks started dancing and took another glass of tequila. 'Tonks you should go sit down.' Remus tried. 'No Remus don't tell me what to do! I'm not a child anymore!' She said, a bit annoyed. 'Tonks you're drunk.' 'And you're boring.' She laughed. 'You should really..' Tonks smiled and gave him a kiss. 'You can't even see that people care about you, some people do care about you Lupin.' Tonks giggled. 'Where's your friend? I bet she's searching for you.' 'I don't care. I'm here with you now.' That broke his heart. 'But you don't even care so what am I even doing here?' She stepped forward and her heel broke. 'Shall I bring you home? To your parents?' Remus asked. 'No! I don't want to go home yet!' 'But you really should, don't you have to go back to Hogsmeade tomorrow?' 'Maybe, maybe not.' She giggled. Remus sighed. 'Come on, I'll bring you home.' He said. 'I can't walk.' 'I know, that's because you're drunk.' Tonks didn't say anything. Remus picked her up. She didn't say anything.

When they entered her apartment Remus laid her down on her bed. 'You know I don't even want to be with you anymore! I'll find someone who loves me.' Tonks said and suddenly, she started crying. 'Why am I always falling in love with the people who don't love me back.' She was still crying and Remus felt guilty. 'Tonks please I'm so sorry if I hurt your feelings. But-' 'Stop talking.' She said and she kissed him. Remus was confused, but he kissed her back while he knew that it was a wrong thing to do. When the kiss ended, Remus sighed. 'I should go.' He said. 'No, please. Stay with me, tonight.' She said softly. She only says that because she's drunk, Remus thought. 'I'm sorry Tonks.' He said. 'Why do you always keep hurting me?!' She cried. 'You're drunk Tonks, get some sleep.' Remus tried. 'You can't tell me what to do Remus!' She was angry now. Remus decided to stay, because arguing with a drunk Tonks was hopeless. Tonks stood up and tried to undress herself. She was struggling with the zipper but she stayed quiet. 'Do you want me to... Help?' Remus offered. 'Aren't you gonna freak out again?' She said, calmly. 'I never freak out.' Remus said. 'You did when I kissed you.' She still had tears in her eyes. 'And yes Remus, I'm drunk, not an idiot.' She said softly. 'We shouldn't talk about this now.' Remus said. 'You still want to help me with my dress?' She asked. Remus smiled. 'Do you want some water?' 'No it's okay.' She said. He helped her with her dress. 'You should keep it on, you're too drunk.' Remus said. Tonks sighed. 'I'm sorry if I ruined your evening.' She said. 'You didn't.' 'Yes I did. I'm drunk, stupid.' She sighed again. 'You're not stupid Tonks, you're smart and funny. Don't think like that about yourself.' Remus said. 'What do you expect me to think? You don't love me, ofcourse I feel like I'm not good enough.' She started crying again. 'Come on Tonks, we should sleep.' Remus tried. Tonks did what he said and she jumped on the bed. After a while, when she was sleeping, Remus smiled. 'I do love you Tonks.' He whispered.

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Okay first: Don't you dare to say anything about my English bc YES I KNOW OKAY. I'm like really tired but I wanted to upload today😂 So when I'm tired my grammar isn't on point okay😂😭💔 Well I hope u liked it because I'm not sure about this chapter. BYE LY♥️