Chapter 4

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Alex's POV:

finally. The feeling, I'm feeling right now feels amazing. it feels like nothing can hurt me. Nothing at all.

I just wonder about what everyone's going to think about us... I can already see my mom disowning me, and probably getting made fun of by 99.9% of the kids in school.

but why do we have to tell them? yeah maybe my closets friends and family, they should all accept us.

"Austin..." I finally say breaking the awkward silence.
"yeah Alex?"
"Are we going to tell people about us?"
"uh I don't know yet, first we should wait but maybe tell our moms, Zach and rob."
"sounds like a good idea."
"yeah c'mon let's go to mine I order pizza like 20 before you called."
"wait you ordered pizza right after you kissed me?"
"uh kind of... I was nervous and when I'm nervous I eat!" I laughed at him.

Austin grabbed my hand after we made our way down the treehouse. It was 8 so we didn't really care who saw.

We quickly ran into Austin's house and grabbed the pizza from the counter top and went straight to his room.

Usually this is what we always did, eat pizza, record Austin singing and eat more pizza. Austin was getting more and more popular everyday. His views are increasing a lot lately and so are his followers.

"how am I going to tell my fans?" Austin says a then shoves a slice of pizza in his mouth.
"let's not. they don't need to know everything about your love life right?"
"yeah that's true. besides I'll probably lose half of my fan base."

Austin's POV:

My fans mean a lot to me. They are the reason my dreams are starting to come true. But if I were to ever come out of the closet... they probably wouldn't like it... and their parents would be even worse.

I also know if I do come out people will love me and hate me. I just really hope there'll be more love than hate.

today I was suppose to post a new cover for them and also I had to do a ustream. Those things couldn't happen earlier so I'm going to do them with Alex. Alex usually records my videos and does ustreams with me, but today it felt special.

I tweeted out that I was sorry for being late and that I'm on ustream right now with Alex. Ustreams are usually really fun. there's usually that one person who just comes in for a second to hate on me and just be's a totally asshole to my fans.

"Ready?" I turn to Alex and he's bitting his nails.
"uh sure." he finally takes his hands out of his mouth.
"everything will be fine. We just have to be the way we always are." I lean in a kiss him on the cheek and I put my hand on his thigh.
"and how the hell am I suppose to act normal if you do stuff like that!?" I just laugh and start then stream.

"HEY GUYS!" i finally say waiting for everything to load. I love watching all the comments load in at once. I don't know why it just looks so cool.

I turn my head and I see Alex waving at the camera and saying hi to them. I swear if we weren't live I would grab his head and kiss him, because he looks freaken adorable.

I usually answer a few questions, then I sing/ dance and I have fun with Alex for probably like every ustream. I'm surprised they are getting tired of this every week.

Everyone in the chat wanted me to sing so I took out my guitar and started to play the first song that came to mind. This happens for about 10 minutes then I start to have fun with Alex.

I read one comment out loud, "Austin make a real cool morning 3 right now."
I look at Alex, "fine with me." he shrugs his shoulders.
"okay guys here's cool morning 3" right after I said that I tackled Alex to the bed and the jump on top of him start to tickle him.

"Aus- tin- I- can't- breathe-" Alex struggles to say because he's laughing too hard. I finally get off a stop and he sits up trying to catch his breath.

"ITS NOT OVER!" I slam a pillow right in his face and jump back on top of him.

"Austin how many times have I told you I was claustrophobic! AHHH!" Alex pushes me off him and I land on the floor. Alex starts laughing even harder and I join him.

He finally comes down to the floor to help me up. I rolled off the side of the bed where the camera couldn't see. Alex sticks out his hands offering help up. I grab his hand but instead I pull him down on top of me.

"AUSTIN!" he says smiling. I quickly kiss him and I get up. Now I'm offering Alex up but he looks spaced out.

"Well I hope you guys enjoyed that. Alex is probably some where under my bed, I'll look for him later. okay well bye guyss!" I make my signature heart and I disconnect.

I quickly run to the bed and I try to get Alex off the floor. He loves to lay on my floors a lot and never want to get up. He knows what I'm trying to do but he makes it 10x harder.

I sit on the ground beside him.
"Well that was fun!" I say patting his stomach.
he laughs, " Yeah that was pretty amazing."
"Let's do that more often!"
"You're funny Austin, let's not do that whole tickling me thing again." I laugh at him.

I just really hope no one saw me kiss him.

a/n: HERE YA GO A EARLY CHAPTER BC I FELT LIKE WRITING TODAY TADAAAA

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