i laughed till my sides were hurting when jacob pinned me to the bed.
"what's so funny?"
he whispered making me gasp but laugh more.
"nothing."
"mhm sure," jacob smiled, leaning down to softly place his lips against mine making me instantly cup his cheeks and laugh some more in the heartwarming, beautiful, kiss.
he pulled away, making me pout,
but continued leaving little pecks of wet kisses all over my face making me scrunch up my nose, and wrap my legs around his waist feeling nothing but lust as he did so.
"do you know all the places
i want to kiss you right now?"
i shook my head, never breaking eye contact.
a genuine smile filled with love appeared on his lips, i felt it rushing through the heat of my body in the best way.
the only sound that's happening is our breathing until he whispers
something against the sweet spot of my neck..
"in order to show you i'd have to take off your clothes.."jacob whispered
& i nibble on my bottom lip.
"do you want that, troye?"
there's a part of me that's screaming yes, fuck yes.
but there's another part of me
that has fear, just like all of the other times.
"i don't know.. what if he's watching us?"
"he's not, he's not even here, baby."
his whispers just continuing to feel like a drug rushing through my veins.
chills running against my skin,
as he slowly started unbuttoning my jeans while his lips are trailing all along my neck and grazing against
my skin that's so sensitive.
deep in my heart,
i wanted to tell jacob what i didn't get to tell him.
but i don't even remember
what i was going to tell him.
