daddy is sitting in a chair in front of the bed.
jacob looks so bad..
my heart hurts.
his bottom lip is bruised, so is his left cheek and there's dark bags under his eyes.
i can't imagine what his body looks like right now.
it almost brings me to tears.
my eyes shift over to daddy who is gripping the arms of the chair.
"now, darling, do you remember how daddy let you suck on his fingers as a reward?"
i nodded, swallowing harshly.
"i want you to do the same.. but to jacob's index finger."
my eyes widened, breathing already rapid.
he's going to watch..
but why.
"grab his hand."
my hand shakily reached out to jacob's, lifting it up, seeing that he's shaking as much as i am.
"good boy.. now start."
i looked at him completely panicked.
"it's okay," he mouthed, lifting up his index finger.
he guided it towards my plump lips, slowly inserting it inside my mouth making me whimper as i slowly started sucking on it, staring directly into his hazel eyes that are blown.
jacob flushed completely, his cheeks, his skin.
"just like that, good.."
i kept sucking on it deeply, tasting the saltiness and the body wash he uses on him that smells of roses. i fluttered my eyes closed when he started moving in and out in and out, hearing daddy swear at the sight.
he pulled out his camera.
jacob dipped his index finger inside my mouth again before circling it around my lips, getting them all wet with my saliva, then ran it down my bottom lip, & down my chin. still never breaking eye contact.
my heart is thumping against my chest.
god, i wanted to keep going till my mouth was numb but..
daddy didn't want that.
he sat there in shock, lifting his camera down.
he cleared his throat, a smirk appearing on his own lips.
his jaw clenched.
i didn't even notice how hard i was just from that.
jacob's is practically throbbing and swallowed to keep from moaning as he placed his hand now.
"i told you my plan, sweetheart. now. explain to jacob, i think it's in fact time."
a shaky breath left my lips.
my stomach turned just at the thought.
cause daddy knows this is his absolute weakness.
