"So..you lied to me?" He manages to spit out.
These words are like knifes in his heart, I can tell. His eyes are watery, but the tears aren't coming out. His jaw is clenched again. I can't say anything. I don't know how to respond to this.
I'm sorry? I didn't mean it? It was an accident? They all sound like bullshit. There's no word in the entire world that would ever be the right word to say to him right now.
He wants me to speak. I know it. I can see it in his watery green eyes. He wants me to say no. He wants me to reassure him but I can't lie to him again. I mean, look at what's happening now.
"Not..not only did you lie about the dinner." He continues, smiling painfully to stop himself from crying.
He looks away for a split second and let's out a sigh, "You told me that he can't take you away from me."
"He can't Noah." I finally choke out.
"He can and he did."
"I'm sorry."
Look at that. I'm saying the things that I just said sounds like bullshit.
"You're not sorry." He growls.
I never seen this side of him. So angry. It's a bit terrifying. It's more terrifying knowing I'm the reason for this. Another reason why I wish I could take it all back.
"I had to."
"What could possibly be so important for you to LIE and go behind my back to kiss the person I DESPISE?"
I want to tell him that he wouldn't understand. I want to tell him that he doesn't know what I'm going through and he never will. But, I also want to tell him everything. About my past. My past school, the cops, the guy, what I did.
But I can't form another sentence..hell..I can't even form another word.
A/N
FILLER BC I HAVEN'T POSTED IN YEARS. I LOVE YOU AND TY FOR READING THIS BOOK AND COMMENTING.
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