Used (Flamingeos fanfiction)

Chapter 22

The thing I hate more than Sunday nights are Monday mornings. But surprisingly, this day has been going by quicker than expected.

I manage to avoid awkward encounters with Noah. Not a word, not a glance. I don't want to see the hurt in his face. I don't want to hear the hurt in his voice. Its fair for both him and I. If he heard what I did with Geo..Twice... It's just for the better.

Geo ,however, I see him all over the school after every fucking period I DON'T have with him. Thank god I have 3 minutes of this class left then it's home sweet home. I can't stand the sight. At least, I'm trying not to.

Sam sat with me at lunch today, talking to me about my phone. I gave her dry answers. The simple "Hmm..I don't know" answers as if I'm completely clueless. I'm was extremely tempted to stand up and yell "GEO FUCKING HAS MY PHONE DAMN IT." But where would that get me? No where.

Liz is the easiest to ignore, being that we don't go to the same school and all.

The loud sound of the 'end of the day' echoes throughout the room and snaps me out of my thoughts. I collect my stuff and head out the door.

As I open the door I immediately come face to face to Noah.

Greaaaaat.

We take a moment to look into each others eyes for a brief second before I smile at him awkwardly. The type of smile someone gives to a random stranger when they make eye contact. I start towards my locker before he can make a sound.

"Bea please." He calls out.

I pick up the pace, assuming that he's following me.

Just keep walking Bea.

" I want to talk. To you."

"I need to go home." I can't hide the small ache in my heart as the words rush out. I feel so bad.

"It's only going to take a minute."

I turn the corner and walk towards my locker, not hesitating to brush by people standing in my way. "Trust me, I'm doing you a favor."

"Doing me a favor would be  standing right here and telling me that you don't have time for an us right here right now." He finally catches up. I glance as him. His hair still in that classic Noah man bun, but this time, there are strands of hair that flow down his forehead effortlessly. He takes a big breath. I watch his plump lips form a shape of an o as he exhales.

I finally stop, "I don't want to.."

"Me not the ground" he adds whilst using his thumb to guide my face to meet his gaze.

"I..I" I feel like a baby trying to say their first word. I want to say it but I can't. Because it's not what I want.

His eyes meets my lips. He inches closer, his thumb guiding my face closer to his. I feel my heart beating my chest to death.

This isn't right.

This isn't right.

This isn't right.

This isn't right.

"This isn't right."

He calmly inches back and I place my hand on his chest to distance us.

"What?" His brows furrow.

"I'm not a good person Noah."

"Is that what this is about?" He he chuckles slightly, "Everyone has a past Bea."

You poor soul.

I chuckle as well, "See you don't get it."

"Then help me get it." He insists.

I sigh , pull away from his touch and put in my locker combination. Just as I open it , it shuts again. Of course the great Geo is the one who does it.

I was so fucking close to avoiding them all day!

"Ready?" Geo ask with a devious smirk on his face.

I can't help but to twice my face up in disgust, "For what?"

"I'm bringing you home remember?"

Why the hell is he lying?!

"The fuck." Noah says loud enough for us to hear. I look at him.

"I don't recall arranging shit with you."

Geo chuckles "Of course you didn't. You were fucked up last night."

"Juwany stop." Hopefully my tone would let him no that I don't think this is funny.

"So this is why you're not a good person." Noah states, anger not hidden in his voice.

"It wasn't like that! I was NOT fucked up." I defend.

"But you went out with him."

"Oh you didn't know?" Geo gasps sarcastically.

"Juwany seriously, stop."

"You're a fucking dick." Noah glares.

"You right. Biggest dick on the planet." Geo laughs and nudges me, "Right Bea?"

A wave of embarrassment washes over me. I can't decide what's more embarrassing. Geo calling me out like this. Geo not being totally truthful. The guilt that's not hidden in my face as it unfolds in front of Noah's eyes.

"I can't believe you just said that." I punch his chest, thinking it would do some damage. He doesn't flinch, just laughs harder.

"I can't believe you lied to me." Noah says disgustingly before walking away.

I watch as he runs his hand over his man bun slightly.

I turn back to Geo as soon as Noah is out of sight. "What the hell is wrong with you?!"

"Looks like you wanted him gone anyways." He shrugs.

I shake my head in frustration.

"Well, next time, when I bring you around friend you don't embarrass me"

"Next time?!" I basically yell.

"Like I said." He smirks, "I got you wrapped around my finger princessa." With that, he turns around and heads for the door to leave.

I couldn't help the shiver creeping down my back as he spoke the words again. I follow him though. Out the door and to his car.

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